He was cold as the moon. The wind pushed him through the valley like white-water current. If he was water, he was the coldest water, the kind that almost freezes from the oppression of what surrounds it. Cold enough to be coagulated blood. Hudson had lived in colder places, felt chill far beyond this kind. Somehow this felt different in his head, just lingering there like the sharp edge of a knife in his chest. His mind spinning somewhere beyond that, utterly numb. It was depression doing this to him. He could have told himself that. There was nothing like the thought of moving forward because there's nothing else to think about but what you've left behind. He just stands dully in the moment of his past, right after the climactic event of a murder, standing hollower than a witness.
He stands at the doorway of two tree trunks, halts somberly in their blue shadow and sits under the high, bony branches. Hudson passes a shiver through his mind, tucks his tail around his legs, catlike. He gazes out into the cupped land, knackered eyes pressed dreadfully in his snowy skull. There's dread in every blink, every shadow and highlight cast by the frozen full moon. He watches it drift over the sky like someone who's looking for an old friend in the pitch black, with only light from their hopeful eyes drifting over the ground.
"It is sad here," he whispers, watching the white words wrap around in the wind, utterly true.