Karina’s cloudy blue eyes met Kjors’ golden single, so full of sadness and concern for her as he brushed away her tears. She blinked, too surprised to continue crying, feeling as if she was staring at the only person who truly knew her. He backed away and their moment was over, and the pup wagged her tail with uncertainty. Her eyes trailed back to the ground as Kjors began speaking of babies, and she nodded along although it was hard to believe what he was saying was true. At least there was one wolf who wouldn’t think the new pups were better.
Karina perked up at the mention of the badger woman. She hadn’t actually seen a badger before, but she acted as if she understood the swarthy man’s description of his lady. She felt a strange smugness when Kjors described this other woman as “grumpy,” and the pup got the impression that badgers were not the most sociable of creatures. It surprised Karina to say the least that this badger-woman “wasn’t interested” in Kjors.. if anything it ought to have been the other way around. She wasn’t worth a man like him, and if Karina had been more confident in her opinions about love matters she might have told Kjors so.
He turned the conversation back to her, and she felt instantly guilty at his question. ”Oh! No.. no, my family loves me.. my parents..” for now. “..and Aleksei.” until there’s a new sister. “..and my teacher, Lachesis.” until he meets Amisun. “I should go. They will be wondering, you know..” The pup dashed back to the lavender patch and began digging, channeling her guilty feelings into the action. She had come all the way out here, and she wasn’t about to go home without replenishing her stores. She had been burning through lavender very quickly as of late.
Yes, there were people who loved her, but nobody who really understood. She wished she could bring Kjors home with her, but she knew her parents wouldn’t approve of a wolf who wouldn’t submit. Cut Rock River might be a family, but they were also a pack, with rules and a hierarchy. Kjors didn’t have a prayer of fitting in. “Will you be around? Here?” the girl queried, turning her attention away from her task. “I.. I think we’re moving soon. My family, I mean.” Child though she may be, she had heard the adults whispering. These woods were too crowded, by too many enemies. It didn’t seem fair to talk of leaving the Cedarwoods right as Karina was making a friend here. “What if I can’t find you again?”