Pacem's disappearance had only thickened the shell that Silentium wore. Had it been Unitas that had vanished perhaps it wouldn't have mattered as much, but it wasn't. In the nine months that he had lived the blonde pup had only wandered from the territory twice and now he stuck well away from the borders. The very sight of the markers made Si's stomach clench and turn and now he stayed far enough away that they were out of eyesight. Once had had wished to become a guardian or a hunter but now both of those pursuits were out of the question, that would require him patrol or cross the border.
The days had slipped by one by one until the Hervok boy couldn't even remember the last time he had sighted his dark pelted brother. A depression had taken a hold of Silentium, growing deep and dark inside of him, consuming him whole every second he was awake. While he once could have been considered independent and somewhat of a loner he had become a total recluse in the last few weeks. He avoided everyone, even @Iopah and his mother, the two wolves whose company he actually enjoyed.
Now the golden pup laid in the deep snow, head rested upon his paws as he stared off into space, hardly blinking. The crystals piled around him, but for once they didn't fall from the sky they only rested upon the earth. The emerald eyes idly watched as birds flit to and from a tree in the distance enjoying the afternoon sunshine. Silentium personally couldn't bring himself to enjoy it, how could he enjoy anything when his brother was missing and probably dead?