9/23/2015
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8:35 AM
The chips had fallen; and she felt fated to this exchange. Since the earlier talk with Gent Raela had been nothing but nerves; tense and agitated as she tried bolstering herself for any possible retaliation on the smaller woman's part. She kept telling herself it was unlikely; kept swearing that she knew Cessair, that her friend and pack mate would not want this responsibility to fall on her shoulders. Not much had been heard from the new leader; either in the night or so far this morning. In fact, since parting with Gent Raela had made a point of avoiding the den, where she knew the woman would be rising from.
She would be polite, and kind, and she would try her darndest not to let something like this get between them; two of the longest standing members, and further rip the pack asunder. Her swarthy friend had been right; there was no time to dally. There had been no time to dally when Tokino had fallen into his endless sleep either. It was a point spoken from her own mouth, yet now she shivered before it. No, she would have to steel her nerves now, for all of them. If one female in this gang had to be strong for all of them it ought to be her. It ought to be. They could not fall apart; she couldn't allow the leadership to come into question for long. If no one stepped up to assert themselves as Alpha; something she had a hard time believing the pale woman could do, there was no telling what would become of their stability.
With these thoughts in mind she paced; moving along the borders for the umpteenth time; hastily marking and scenting the place as if these actions alone could solidify her place and quell her anxiety. This wasn't a position she ever wanted to be in. It had simply happened to her. Stopping her frantic motions all at once, the woman lifted her head and took a long, drawn-out breath. As she sighed, the vapor from her lungs spiraled upward in a cloud before vanishing into the atmosphere. Closing her sunshine eyes, Raela tried to wrangle all these poisonous thoughts as best she could. She had to. She had to. There is a duty I'm sworn to do... If Minka were here she'd have it no other way. Gent will have it no other way. Another long sigh passed her lips as she stood there, her ears folded. In a moment of brashness once all had gone quiet, her muzzle swung back; teeth parting as a howl that sounded much surer that she really was reverberated off of the trees. All too soon the note ended, leaving her standing alone on the hillside again. As soon as Cessair returned her call it would be on. She would move; meeting her in the middle from wherever she had come. There was no turning back now. Everyone would know what she was doing; now that her call had rung out. Now or never.
She would be polite, and kind, and she would try her darndest not to let something like this get between them; two of the longest standing members, and further rip the pack asunder. Her swarthy friend had been right; there was no time to dally. There had been no time to dally when Tokino had fallen into his endless sleep either. It was a point spoken from her own mouth, yet now she shivered before it. No, she would have to steel her nerves now, for all of them. If one female in this gang had to be strong for all of them it ought to be her. It ought to be. They could not fall apart; she couldn't allow the leadership to come into question for long. If no one stepped up to assert themselves as Alpha; something she had a hard time believing the pale woman could do, there was no telling what would become of their stability.
With these thoughts in mind she paced; moving along the borders for the umpteenth time; hastily marking and scenting the place as if these actions alone could solidify her place and quell her anxiety. This wasn't a position she ever wanted to be in. It had simply happened to her. Stopping her frantic motions all at once, the woman lifted her head and took a long, drawn-out breath. As she sighed, the vapor from her lungs spiraled upward in a cloud before vanishing into the atmosphere. Closing her sunshine eyes, Raela tried to wrangle all these poisonous thoughts as best she could. She had to. She had to. There is a duty I'm sworn to do... If Minka were here she'd have it no other way. Gent will have it no other way. Another long sigh passed her lips as she stood there, her ears folded. In a moment of brashness once all had gone quiet, her muzzle swung back; teeth parting as a howl that sounded much surer that she really was reverberated off of the trees. All too soon the note ended, leaving her standing alone on the hillside again. As soon as Cessair returned her call it would be on. She would move; meeting her in the middle from wherever she had come. There was no turning back now. Everyone would know what she was doing; now that her call had rung out. Now or never.
(This post was last modified: Oct 05, 2015, 08:00 AM by Raela.)