I won't stay small forever
@Gent set at dusk on 8/13/15, following this thread.
Draven kicked at a loose rock as he stumped around near the base of the mountain. It was getting dark, and he knew sooner or later he would have to go back up to the den for the night, but he still hadn't worked up enough guff to actually do that just yet. Even after showing his mouse off to Minka and being lavished with the best praises yet from her, it hadn't taken Draven long after finally eating his mouse and cleaning up what was left to start feeling angry again.
Kino's words ate at him, ringing through his head over and over again no matter how much he tried to think about something else. “What's so special 'bout a dumb mouse?” Lots of things, Draven thought as he plopped down with a huff. "Everybody else catches a million of them a day." They did not, or else all anybody would ever eat would be mice. It was a special mouse. "That one was probably too stupid to even know how to run away." It hadn't been! It had even tried to fight him! It ran and bit and tried to run again - it was a smart mouse, and he had the battle wound to prove it and had still gotten it!
Draven covered his face with his paws and let out a troubled, angry grunt. Calanthe and Raela had said it was just because Kino was sick, because he felt disappointed for not being the first to get a mouse, but that didn't make it okay! Kino did lots of other stuff first - how come Kino always had to be the one to do new things? How come whenever it was somebody else, Kino got upset and said stupid things and everybody still wound up taking his side? It wasn't fair!
A little crawly thing skittered by on the ground - some kinda little beetle. Draven reached out with his good paw and squished it, pretending it was Kino, or maybe just what Kino had said. It didn't matter what his dumb brother had said - he was still the first one who got a mouse, and Kino couldn't do anything to make that change!