The mist was prevalent in the forest, clinging to the trees and surrounding vegetation rather thickly. Amaryllis treaded carefully, because one could never know what could emerge from the depths of the mists. Once, she knew a long time ago, a deer had leapt from the mist with nary a sound and unluckily struck her scouting partner in the side of the head in its fright. It had been clear the creature had caught their scent, whether faintly or strongly, and simply dashed away in a direction it thought it was safe in. She remembered how she had alerted another pair who were patrolling nearby, ones whom they were supposed to meet in the middle after inspecting potential hunting grounds. They ran off to get a healer but it wouldn’t help. He would be dead when they returned.
She had waited with him, attempting to help him but he had always been a soft boy. Only a yearling and excited for his first official scouting trip. Whispers had gone around the pack, even passing her lips, that there was something wrong with him. Always ill and weak muscles. All were surprised he even made it to his first year.
But Amaryllis would not have given up on him. She gave him herbs that made him feel alive and energetic. Always coaxing him to walk with her as far as he could go. This had been the furthest he had made it, because she convince his parents and her alphas that fresh air and walking would help strengthen him. They had not cared for him. They barely cared for him at all, not since it became clear how much of a failure he was.. His brother, stronger and broader, was the one they set their sights on.
And so had she, once upon a time. The meek brother was sweet and kind but his brother...
Amaryllis shook her head. Her past did not matter. It was gone and nothing of it was left. Besides, the past was the reason for her scar, the reason she felt so hollow now and why she was all alone. Why she had left them all behind.
The bubbling of a creek alerted her before she nearly stepped in it. She looked down carefully and indeed, there was a creek at her feet. She stared into it, wondering if it would give any indication that fish lived in it.