Silent Moon Plateau we touch a flame

For @Kyna only.
Dated for 6/23. Clear weather, dusk.

The sun had nearly completed setting, and yet he still had not been able to make up his mind. How long had he spent up here, watching white light turn golden and then melt vivid red, pacing and snapping at the air in frustration? His pale eyes passed over the gravesite for the thousandth time, eyeing it with mixed feelings of deep desire and immense hatred. With melted snow and time the dirt had settled to the point that it was no longer discernible that he had dug the corpse up months before. On that day, Phineas' body had been mummified, wrapped in frostbitten black skin and preserved by the ice. Spring would have brought heat that would awaken the decomposers, and judging by what he had learned from observation, there was now nothing but bones beneath the soil.

Oh, how he wanted those bones.

It was the closest he would come to what he actually wanted, the nearest he could hazard tiptoeing on the precipice of what would surely be the end of him if he was to just close his eyes and leap. Sven felt deeply (but perhaps that was the power of self-deceit) that just possessing the skeleton of another wolf would be enough to calm the thirst within him that wanted to fell one of his own kind. So it was necessary, wasn't it? To stem this incredible wanting before the dam walls of his self control became too weak. Grave robbing was better than murder.

But better didn't mean acceptable, and just as he had nearly convinced himself to turn the earth with his dull claws, Sven turned away quickly with a tormented yowl. It wouldn't matter if he hadn't been the jaws to end the life if his treasure hoard was found. But there are wolf bones in here, Sven, her voice echoed within his head, and the apprehension within her sunshine eyes burned through his memory. He couldn't dare ever give @Sahalie a reason to look at him like that. He would leave this mountain empty-pawed. He had to.

But oh, he didn't want to.

Another frustrated whine slipped past his loosened jaws as he circled around the gravestones that he had so carefully replaced, anger beginning to seep into the sound. This wasn't fair. She was the one that had opened the door allowing him to begin feeling comfortable with himself as he was and now it was incessant thoughts of the same vibrant girl that was keeping him from reaching that truth. The decision of what was more important had already been self-sacrificingly made, but why was it so difficult to accept, to control himself? Would it ever get easier, or was he damned to always live in some kind of hell regardless of how many escapes and breakthroughs he made?

(This post was last modified: Jun 24, 2016, 01:33 AM by Sven.)

   

There were other places to go.  Better, she sometimes thought, with something more interesting, or a sight she’d never seen before.  The heights, however, had a sweet siren call, and days like these, she could hear it whistle through the oak trees.  Hoping no one would notice her absence, Kyna hadn’t reached the heights until dusk – there was no way she’d make it back to Oak Tree Bend before everyone bedded down, but the yearling was not troubled by the notion of staying where Silent Moon Plateau once stood.  She knew where to find dens.  Knew where caches might still be stored.  She took her sweet time, picking over familiar rocks, memorizing the trees like old friends, and then she heard a sound.

Ears pricked, she lifted her head.

Unfortunately, the wind was against her, blowing her scent towards the sound and giving her no clues in return.  The youth waited, and just when she was about to write it off as a trick of the pines, she heard it again.  A whine, it was a whine, and she had no doubt it was lupine in nature.  Curiosity ticked in her chest and she burst forward towards the source – across the slope, over some stones, and there stood a pale wolf.

Takis?

“Are you alright?”

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He could smell her before anything else, and while it was not quite the same collection of scents as Sahalie, it was so close that his fearful mind jumped immediately to the assumption that the girl had found him. How could he explain, what would he say? She would know, she would see right through him and into his mind, read the thoughts against the backdrop of his skull and witness all the violence and anger and sin that was written there. His posture melted in response to this approaching damnation, and when Kyna stepped onto the scene he was crouched with his tail tucked and his ears against his head like a child awaiting punishment. Her eyes were not golden but maybe that was outrage tainting them with red. The shadows of dusk obscured the gilding of her fur and his mind painted her black. That question posed, it was so very much Sahalie, and Sven's eyes pinched tightly shut as though that would make all of it ago away.

When he opened them again, there stood only a stranger. His heart hammered on, fighting against the relief that tried so hard to seep down along his spine and loosen his muscles. The boy's mind struggled to retrace, and when finally he could answer it was a pitiful excuse.

"Stomach ache," he answered simply, eyes still wide as he slowly returned to his full height. "I thought I'd be alone here."

He should have been alone here, it was nothing but a ghost town. So why had the strawberry blonde trekked all this way to interrupt his self-imposed torture and frighten him so? Regaining breath and calm, he cleared his throat and began to look more himself as he furthered the conversation by asking, "you know there's nothing here, right? Why'd you climb up here?"

You know there’s nothing up here, right?

Kyna’s orange eyes flashed as she huffed, drawing closer to the stranger.  Definitely not Takis – or anyone else she knew.  He had a very circumbendibus way of saying it, this boy, that he was not looking for company.  Did he not want it?  That bit was a little harder to decipher.  The yearling’s tail twitched behind her as she debated her options – and in a moment’s notice, made her decision.

“It was not always like this.  I was born here,” she answered primly, glancing around.  The open scenery, so familiar, but the lack of any known scents was what broke her heart.  A sigh tore free from the strawberry blond, and she glanced back over at the pale male.  “There was a pack here – until my father died.  And then everyone left.”

It had been like this since then.  Perhaps the stranger had been coming to this empty place – her place.  But she had been far, and not visited it like she should, and perhaps it was better than someone still came her instead of no one at all.  So she tipped her head towards Sven as her gaze softened just a little.  “You said you had a stomach ache?  Do you need help?”

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