many sorry thank you for putting up with me :C
There. At last there was a little smile and, after a time, his tail was wagging a bit too, and this was then Sven she knew—which was, ironically, not really the Sven that most wolves or even Sven himself knew. Suddenly the conversation took a turn towards herself, and the girl's eyes flickered and blinked with surprise. Perhaps her friend had reached some emotional high-ground and didn't need anything else from her, nothing besides company. Her smile tightened and her breath tittered with a giggle that was uncharacteristically self-conscious. "Like I said, it's not really that different than yours..."
"I mean it's a little silly to say out loud actually. I don't know why"
She paused, looking back at Sven with the utmost serious expression she could muster, "I just wanna make everyone happy. A lot of bad things have happened in my pack when I was very young. Lot of wolves dying or disappearing. We didn't really feel like a family or even a pack. I wanted to bring everyone together, to make them feel better..." Some of it was easier than others: she had mostly given up on the "togetherness" part of it all, and had learned to accept other wolves for what they were. "And one day, maybe..." her voice grew smaller, "This is like, kinda a secret okay. Only you and one of my other friends know this, but I wanna be a leader one day. I don't really got it all figured out yet, but I'm gunna do it."
So much talking and hardly any listening, the girl's eyes bulged and she closed her mouth, waiting for her friend's reaction to any of it if he could even digest half. "I'd ask you to help, but you seem a little busy over there," she joked as light as she could.