“i'm finally home, i'm finally home”
Lena's head was swimming with thoughts, but she knew she had to focus on the now—the present was the most important thing, after all. She could only offer a small smile as she waited for the formal meeting to be over and done with. It wasn't fun, feeling so blue, surrounded by so many. Less wolves than there had been before but still enough to make her feel that guilt bubble up again. What could she do, though? Personally apologise for bursting into their lovely little home and shaking it all up with her dramatics? No. Serach had reassured her as best as he could that none of this was her fault.
So why did it still feel like she had a hand in this?
Her spirits lifted slightly when Ice appeared, even more so when he plopped down beside her, offering her a little support to lean into. She took the gesture with a press of her nose to his muzzle—the little family would need one another's support now, would they? She couldn't help but find herself surprised when she saw another wolf sit at her side, with black fur and blue eyes: Lila.
The Donata's heart melted at the way the girl held herself, and whilst Lena might not have known her personally, she was a pack mate, and she deserved support as much as any one else. Without care for social boundaries, she gently nudged the youth's shoulder with her nose, conjuring up a smile as she tried to portray a sense of “things will be okay”.
And things would be okay, sooner or later.
Lena lifted her head when the monochrome woman (she figured, from her and Serach's earlier talk, that this was Aponi) began to talk, and she could only find herself frowning at the words she heard, ears tipping back. They left her feeling uneasy, as if the new lead female was recruiting to an army, not a pack. She glanced at Ice, worry evident on her expression—what do you think?—before her focus turned to Serach and his speech. Now those were words she could actually appreciate and get on board with! None of this we have to be strong crap. Just an honest wolf's way of living, where they could hunt and survive.
And her heart leaped at the idea of being given a proper chance to do some right for Oak Tree Bend's members, and to make up for her lack of doing anything in the time she had been here. “Tell us how to get there, and I'll make sure the message is delivered, uncle,” she replied with a genuine smile, before turning her attention to Lila. Her voice softened so that she wouldn't interrupt Serach in the rest of his debriefing. “You excited? I am.”