Sorry for the wait!
Cottongrass thought that things were going fine, even when the girl didn't look at him when he talked. He just let his tail wag and thump away on the snowy ground behind him, his head cocked to the side with his ears twisted forward while she took to rambling. And he even considered answering her. Like opening his big mouth and giving her a very literal answer because she was sitting in the middle of a forest talking to herself, are you okay? Or something comforting like that because she seemed pretty stressed out right then and there.
Except the second he parted his jaws and drew in a deep breath, yellow clashing with blue for the briefest of moments, the world had to go and explode.
Or at least he was
pretty sure that the world was exploding. It
had to have been ending, though, at the very least. Because her petrified face was already seared into the forefront of his mind and he knew from experience that those kind of memories didn't face. The goofy smile on his face slowly turned to one of sheer horror as the she-wolf shrieked. Like she just saw a ghost or someone just told her that a loved one was dying.
It didn't—
It didn't feel good.
He felt like someone just took all of the happiness inside of him and smashed it between their jaws. Gone were his hopes and dreams. Shattered in one moment of clumsy surprise and fear in what he thought would be a friendly experience. It was out of instinct he sprang to his paws after her, a thousand possible sentences and words already forming on the tip of his tongue. But all that came out was a weird, garbled mess of pure sound that he didn't know how to
even start making sense of.
"Oh geez, oh geez—" He barked, tail wagging so hard it was amazing that the fluffy appendage was still even attached to his body. And he couldn't stop cringing even as he approached her because what if she just shattered her brain or something?
What if he just killed her!? It was in that moment he wanted to do what he did best in these moments. Which was act like a flailing idiot in hopes of magically fixing it. He could boop her snoot. It worked on Tumblebelly that one time. But his paws stopped working just as he approached her, standing still just before the she-wolf.
"Are you uh, are you uh, okay?" He cringed away from her because that was a stupid question. Yet he couldn't get himself to just shut up like he wanted to.
"Should I, uh, I dunno. Leave? Or maybe, uh—" Cottongrass was pretty sure he was about moments away from keeling over. That his heart couldn't take another second of this kind of stress because he really,
really had to stop meeting wolves this way.