@Niles - we need a little reunion <3 Mid-morning, slightly cloudy, 53 degrees.
Honestly, the injuries weren't that bad. At least, not as bad as Cas had been expecting. She was feeling sore and achy, and slept a lot, but she was not feverish, and she would probably be all healed up in another week or two. Which was nice, because that meant that she could still uphold all of the duties of the leader that she needed to. She had to admit... she was enjoying the ran. She had thought that she would hate it, but in reality, it wasn't so bad. Now, mind you, she wasn't going mad with power or anything of the sort. It was just that she really liked the responsibility and sense of purpose that she had.
What she didn't like was that she hadn't spoken to Niles in three days. Hell, she hadn't even seen Niles for three days. She'd thought of seeking him out and trying to apologize, but... for some reason, she didn't think she was ready to approach him. She just didn't have the energy to spare on another fight at the moment, and though she missed him... she didn't think she was ready.
Tears sprang, unbidden, to her eyes, and she allowed them to roll down her cheeks in a rare moment of self-pity. What if she'd ruined everything? What if he didn't love her anymore? She didn't even know why he loved her in the first place. She was bold and brash and capricious and tempestuous... Really, she was just one of the worst wolves on the face of the planet. But still... did he need to yell at her like that? To parade his size and snarl in her face like he hated her? To not speak to her and just stare coldly as she walked off?
Her breathing picked up slightly, but she shook her head and reigned it in quickly. She didn't have time to spend on panicking over a personal issue. What good was she to the pack if she couldn't keep her emotions together? But she didn't see any problem with crying - in all honesty, she was alone, and she felt that she was entitled to cry, if she wanted to. So she just lay in the grass where she'd slept through the night, resting her chin on her paws, and let her the tears spill down her cheeks. If anyone were to approach her, she would instantly suck it up and rid her face of the emotional evidence, but in the solitude it didn't count.