With her mind made up she continued south. The map she had in her head finally lining up with what was in front of her eyes. She would arrive to the fields fairly soon, and that was all she tried to think about. Why fret now, and there? She'd have her answer soon enough. Besides if she wasn't good enough for them, she could be for someone else.
There were more to her reason. If she was going to have any kind of decency she had to start there. She wouldn't feel comfortable joining another pack and seeing one of them again without trying. Without trying to prove she wasn't some worthless flake.
When the golden field came into her view, and the scents hit her nostrils she felt her thoughts scatter over the time she had spent here. Had they found Percy? Had the leaders tried for more pups? Would they care to see her again? She didn't know them well, but they had seemed all right. But, leaving a pack never did get anybody a high number of points. Again, she reminded herself it didn't matter if she couldn't stay. It wasn't like they were all long lost friends. If they cast their judgement what more could she do? She'd tried to do the right thing, and that was that.
She wasn't kidding anyone. It would bother her. Especially, if she was looked down upon. But, it wouldn't be the leaders who caused that. If Askan thought she was a waste of space she knew that'd be a blow.
Now or never. Lifting her muzzle she released a long, loud note asking for the wolves of the Wild Rye Fields.