She hadn’t been a good pack wolf the last couple of months - not that she’d ever really been a particularly good pack wolf - but lately the russet girl had become a shadow around Oak Tree Bend. She’d abscently noticed the trickle down in numbers, but without doing anything about it; What could I do?! Though the situation was reminiscent of that in the Pines before they fell, she had a lot more faith in Aponi and Serach to keep them afloat. Still, she cared little either way, in truth her interest in the pack had always been secondary, yielding to her main concern, which was herself.
But something else had gleaned her attention this fall, torn her away from the good image she was otherwise trying to project to her aunt. Since meeting Eirian on the mountain in spring, and learning that he had joined one of the packs up there, she had been by several times looking for her old mentor, but without luck. It hadn’t been long before she’d noticed his scent starting to fade from their usual haunts, traces of him, even close to the pack borders, disappearing with the first snow. Embittered, she’d remembered the scent on him back then, that stench of some slut he’d snared, and she thought of the pups they had supposedly made together. And now he was gone.
So she’d been searching. All along the mountain-sides, and into the western woods, but nowhere could she find any leads as to where the Asurn had gone; Nore did she smell anything like that stink on his fur, which was now burned into her memory. Now she was at a loss as for where else to look, and left to draw only one conclusion: Eirian, like everyone else who had ever mattered in her life, had left her; To be with his whore and their brats! And she was back to spending most of her days in Oak Tree Bend, grudgingly walking the border and trying her best to stick to herself.
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