Elias wasn't sure if he'd made the right choice in coming here.
If he was brutally honest, it wasn't quite what he'd hoped it would be. The air was crisp and clear, which was nice, he liked that very much but...Aside from it being high up there was very little it shared in common with his homeland. Which was okay, there was no use in trying to recreate his home somewhere else, after all nothing would ever be quite as good, but it did little to soothe the homesickness that ate him from the inside out.
He liked the company, those he'd met seemed nice so far, but again it wasn't the same.
Would Raina brand him as a traitor? Would she think he'd abandoned them in their time of need? What was he even doing here anyway, chasing a dream that didn't even belong to him? A whine passed his lips. The taste of ruined hope was bitter on his tongue, like a heavy coat of soot and ash. If he'd been smarter, stronger or faster he would have found @Thuban by now. Or better yet, he wouldn't have sent him off on a fools errand in the first place.
What he been thinking? He was so stupid, so blind and hopeful and ignorant. A little boy in all but appearance. Perhaps the others were right, maybe he was an annoyance, a pest. He'd tried so hard to please them, to fit in but look where it had gotten him. He wasn't alone, he was a member of a pack, he belonged, and yet in all of his years he'd never felt so lonely.