This was... different. Joining the Ridge seemed like a good idea while it was happening. But now that she was here, under these imposing willows, by herself... it was hard to see the sky, and she never had liked feeling closed in like this. Where were her stars? Where was her freedom? She'd never pledged herself to a pack like this, and she couldn't help but feel trapped.
Maybe this had been a bad idea.
The snow underfoot crunched as she paused beneath a gap far above in the trees. Milky moonlight filtered through the dense clouds and the thin branches to illuminate the cold breath billowing around her muzzle. She still couldn't see any stars, and she felt farther from them than ever. Her ears pinned back against her skull and her fur fluffed up a bit, her small frame tensing up as thoughts ran rampant in her mind.
Had she always been able to feel her heart beating so harshly in her chest?