"Not without you." Fucking bullshit, that's what that was.
Askan couldn't help but feel as though this had been a long time coming, that things hadn't been right for quite some time. It was as though a chasm had formed between them, that with each passing day it grew wider and wider till Reyes was nothing but a dark blob in the distance. Askan had made several attempts to try and fix it but his efforts just weren't good enough. Evidently he wasn't good enough, not anymore. Worst of all though, he didn't even know where things had gone wrong. Askan knew he wasn't perfect, but he never imagined that it would end like this, that Reyes would just fade away into the shadows. For what it was worth, Reyes might as well have torn his heart from his chest, ground it down into the dirt and given it an extra stomp for good measure.
Askan was not himself. Misery had a certain way of bringing out the worst in him, he was snappish and temperamental, leagues worse than he used to be. Reyes had created a monster, a ticking time bomb of barbed words and scathing scowls. Sooner or later he'd say the wrong thing to the wrong person and would ruin yet another relationship. All because he couldn't cope, because he'd been pushed too far.
Perhaps out of precaution, or because he wasn't in the right mind to deal with his pack mates, Askan steered well clear of the others. He wasn't actively vindictive, cruel and malicious, as though he wanted them to hurt as much as he did rather, he was floundering like a fish out of water. To say that he was dependant on his mate, unable to go on without him would be incorrect. How else was he supposed to react to this sudden betrayal of his trust? Simply, like a cornered and wounded animal he was lashing out.
The Selwyn stormed along through the night time forest, his tail lashing as his ears remained firmly pinned to his skull. There were no trails to follow but he wandered nonetheless, perhaps he would get lost too...