This would mark the first time Eros had left the pack's defending borders since he and @
Archer discovered Walleye's body. He didn't want to, certainly wasn't ready, but his main priority as of late was leaving what was safe and he could only think one thing: Grandma was dying. Just like the sickly, pervasive feeling that had resided in his stomach since that day told him she would.
The math in his head was simple, full of fresh concepts but able to fully grapple with them, unlike just a few scant months ago. The fisherman had died, just like prey had to do for them to eat. Instead of teeth, old age had killed him. Old meant you'd been around a lot of years, which also meant it happened to every wolf and was inevitable. While Gramma Sita still appeared healthy and strong, even if in a different way from his parents, Gramma Katna had been incredibly similar to Walleye in that they were, words he now knew, frail and thinned. The likeness had been strong enough that Eros had definitely called his father's look-alike various forms of 'grandma' throughout the months, thinking thats just what
older family members were called. It was difficult to come to any other conclusion.
So he had followed her, sometimes stuck right against her side, sometimes watching from a distance. There was nothing that could be done for her, but the thought of her being
alone, almost lost and forgotten somewhere out
there? He couldn't bear it, and while the anxiety never fully abated, it was so much worse when she was out of sight.
When he realized she was definitely leaving home, indecision had wracked his mind. Should he go for father, or spare the others something so... horrible? What did death look like, when it happened? Was it like falling asleep, as Walleye had appeared, like he'd been guaranteed by the adults that had comforted him? Because something inside him felt a deep dread that there was more to dying than closing one's eyes. In the end, he'd simply tailed her, quiet and out of the way, a deep sadness in the peach-colored eyes that watched her.
It was the scent of unfamiliar prey that spurred him from resignation to anxious action. He bristled, knowing fully well now the danger presented by other animals. That was definitely
not how grandma was gonna go. The sound of their hooves got him running, and he didn't even see the spectacle of their speed; he just wanted his grandmother away from them and somewhere safe. He lunged between her and then, and began pushing on her shoulder and flank, trying to get her to move away.