After her conversation with Nash earlier in the day, she had decided to remain in the Cove… with the situation as it was, and with Magg still missing she didn’t feel entirely comfortable leaving home. Besides, it was nearing March and she worried about returning to the mountain in time for when the heat began and she found herself far too far from her husband. No, she would remain, and reschedule for the summer… though the more she put off the venture, the more she wondered if it was a good idea to begin with.
What if it had been Eclypse? Or Magg? Or any of her children? What if the Backwater had let them die on their watch? Would she ever be able to find it in her healers heart to forgive them? And if she could not, as a healer… what hope was there for the Valle family? Perhaps Clover might… Clover was kind, rational… but Viorel? She knew far less about him, and she was not certain he could ever forgive her or the Cove.
She thought of Aleister in that moment, a sadness in her eyes as she looked out over the lake, having decided to sit down and peer out over it. The lake used to bring her so much peace, and now? It only brought her torment.