She was aware that there where a handful of packs around this place yes, and she understood that she could end up having to join one of them at one point or another. she assumed that these packs, like any others, would have marked borders, and if she stayed clear of those, then all would be fine. Or at least that's what she was hoping for. Rickalaru wasn't used to interacting with other wolves again yet, most of all males. But everything would come with time. -
At least her surroundings where beautiful. Forest. Forest was always good. She'd been born in a forest, a huge one like this, but that meant nothing to her, she didn't remember, as she'd been too little when it burned down. But that didn't mean she didn't feel a connection to it. Her children had been born in a big forest like this. She'd been raised up in one, raised her pups up in one. Natoma and Naomi... She though about them every day. She was glad for them, and loved them dearly, but couldn't stand the thought of how they'd come about. Rape. -
And she hated not being there for them. Yes they where independent, but they where still young. The minute that though crossed her mind she knew what Zaratul would say. He'd say she was still very young herself, and that she needed to focus on herself for awhile. Then she eased herself alittle at the name that went across her mind. Zaratul. Those two where in good paws with him. He was a Zaraidd before he was a Renegade, and he wouldn't let their father within ten feet of them with his head still attached to his shoulders. -
The fea gave herself a shake to escape these thoughts. She could see why he'd been so keen to tell her to get away from the Renegade. All these things plagued her mind and kept her on the edge of a meltdown. Maybe it was really for the best that Zaratul had told her to go spend time elsewhere.