His paws were numb. The water was cold. And Cottongrass found that he didn't care one bit while he stomped around in the trickling stream. Because for him, procrastinating didn't need a reason. Even when his brain whispered horrible stuff like how it was probably easier for him to just freeze instead of face his fears of joining a pack. Or how even if he did muster up the courage to join he probably wasn't good enough because that's what his parents said. And on and on his mind went, until finally—
He paused, the water ebbing and flowing around his knees while he shivered away. And without a moment of hesitation—Cottongrass dunked his whole head into the freezing depths. His reaction was instantaneous as he reared back, flinching away from the water like it reached out and slapped him. For those few stunned seconds after he could only stare, standing there with an expression of utter bewilderment like he expected something else to happen when he dunked his head under. He couldn't help what happened next.
He giggled. A breathless, shaky noise that he couldn't stop once he started. And there Cottongrass stood, standing in freezing cold water with his tail wagging while he laughed away because he felt so stupid. So wonderfully stupid and foolish. It was addicting. Because Askan told him he should only do things that made him smile, and the older wolf never said it had to be smart things. It even kept the bad thoughts at bay!
He was already tempted to do it again. Maybe this time with his whole body!