- Evening, Moderate snow - 28 ° F/-2 ° C
Sometimes the tears we cry
Are more than any heart can take
Would this winter never end? Those days of mildness seemed too far gone, snow continuing to fall from overcast skies, day after day. Meanwhile the Woodlands grew quieter, emptier… And yet the territory seemed crammed to the female leader, the borders confining her, strangling her slowly. As much as she loved her family, the constant attention came to feel smothering after a while. She was restless and irritable, and she wanted peace. So, despite the hindrance of her swollen belly, making her progress slow and waddling, she set out beyond the thickets, to clear her mind and giver herself a break from the pack, and them a break from her.
As always when the need to wander seized her, the petite wolfess was drawn to the Blackberry Fields, her paws moving almost on their own along the familiar path. She was worried though, it couldn't be long before the pups arrived, but with the continued frost, the bushes had yet to blossom. It might seem a silly concern, but the mother wanted her puppies to be born among the scent of Blackberry flowers, as her last litter, and she herself once upon a time, had been. There were certainly other matters that deserved her attention more, yet she couldn't get this out of her head, like everything would be all wrong if it wasn't so; But maybe… She prayed silently; Just one! If she could find even a tiny, early bloom on one of the bushes in the field, she could bring it home to the natal den; And everything will be okay.
Unfortunately she never made it so far. Her bulging womb not only obstructed her steps, but pressed against everything else, leaving her nauseous, and with a pretty much constant need to pee. And to make matters worse, as the day started to wane, large flakes of snow started to fall more and more densely, making further progress all but impossible. With a groan, the shewolf had to concede that she could not continue on, and instead seek shelter among the cherry trees. While their branches were still naked, the low, gnarly woods stood close enough to stave off the worst of the snow, and the ground beneath them, while not bare, had considerably smaller drifts of snow than the surrounding fields.
So here the mother-to-be found cover, but she was still too restless to simply lay and wait. Instead she moved through the orchard, blinking in the lessening light, sniffing absently at the ground and trunks, in a habitual search of who and what might have passed through recently as well. Her full interest was drawn though, when she encountered a familiar scent, one she had actually been hunting for furiously around the thicket over the past days. This was one of those prime concerns; Rayne! Pushing herself into an awkward, half-lope, Aideen followed the trail uphill, a mixture of anger, worry and relief brewing in her chest. She'd been so afraid he had disappeared again, so furious that he would abandon her again; Worried for his leg which had never properly healed. But he was right here, she could smell it, and a smile spread on her face despite the displeasure.
Then she crested the hill, and as soon as she saw him, she stopped in place. She needed no examination to know, just seeing him was enough. Hunched against the trunk of the lone tree, graying pelt already dusted in snow, there was no doubt. "Oh Rayne…!" She gasped, tears brimming in her eyes. Her oldest friend was dead.