Playtime with Risaela was always very physically draining. At just over eight weeks old, the little pup was getting very hard to keep up with - particularly for a wolf as massive as Aytigin. It was so much easier to spend time with almost any of the other pups, but Aytigin also liked to have some time set aside to spend with the silver-and-cream pup. He'd noticed that she wandered off on her own most of the time, and he didn't want her to be lonely. Even if that aloneness was self-inflicted, it was still bad for her. Puppies needed to be interacted with.
But damn, he was tired. His shoulder had loosened back up ever since he'd twisted it in the heavier rains, but now that he'd had some time to heal, it felt better. Ayti expected that he'd probably be much more prone to aches and pains as he aged, as he was very - very - tall and wide. Even if most of his weight was muscle, he had no real way of knowing what pressure he was putting on his joints every day just by being as active as he was. He liked to keep in top condition, but maybe it wouldn't be quite so bad if he would just take a little break every now and then.
A heavy, longsuffering sigh fell from his lips as he flopped down on the damp forest floor beside the river. His hazel eyes creaked open, watching the water as it bubbled along at his paws. It was hard to believe that, just a month or so ago, it had been a rushing, flooding mess. What chaos that had been - he was thankful nobody had been hurt in the fallout.
Far from it, in fact. It seemed - to the mocha-colored man, at least - that the pack was flourishing. He might not personally get along with every single individual, but it wasn't bad. Aytigin loved Hearthwood River far more than he'd ever thought possible. Most of them, he had come to think of as some sort of makeshift family that he'd never had before. He hadn't been spending as much time with Inna since Otter had made it slightly awkward between the two of them, but he still would bring her some food or a present almost every single day. He liked to think that, perhaps, Lilya and Kisla and Lorcan and Lachesis and Otter did not hate him - though he couldn't speak for Laike. And, of course, the pups were wonderful.
Maybe the dark wolf just needed to dedicate more time to spend with his packmates, in order to get to know them and vice versa. He just needed to put in more effort, he decided.