for @Lorcan
I marked this mature for blood and language
I marked this mature for blood and language
Coward. You are nothing but a fucking coward! She wanted to scream it and yet, she did not want to waste the energy. It was she who was the coward, she was the one that ran in the first place but she had a good reason. The reason she told him, that she screamed at him as she begged him to take her life. She had held back, she both weighed more and had more strength. She meant every word she cried, every thing that she told him was true. She could not kill the one she loved, she could not end his life no matter how badly he might want it. She was in love with him, the year they spent apart did not change this.
A sigh left her bloodied lips, it was both his blood and her own. Maybe if she laid her long enough his task would be complete, even though he had ran from her, maybe if she made sure scabs did not form.. she could bleed out. She was still in the position she gave to him, just as she could have killed him she place her life on the line. She was on her side, covered in blood, her neck exposed and free for a rather slow death. She told him to end it, she had given him an easy kill and yet he ran. It seemed he was all talk after all, speaking of how he was going to have to kill her but when she let him.. he ran. Just like she did.
Tears would have fallen if she had not already cried enough, she was at her lowest. For a moment she looked up at the rather depressing heavens, curious if her mother was looking down at her before she let her eyes close as exhaustion began to pull at her. What was she going to do now?