That's a great idea! But for the future, just remember you probably won't get the life points for it if the Random event isn't in the starting post. You can see if they'll give you them anyway though?
Also, this is the longest post I think I've ever made O.o It came out as a little over 1,000 words in case you're curious.
Chantico. It was a plain name, but sounded strong. Like some kind of protector.
Chantico, guardian of the innocent, she thought, somehow managing to keep a smile off her face, and simply nodded in acknowledgement. The name fit her. Even though she wasn't a hulk of muscle like Seventeen imagined a typical guardian to be, there was a goodness about her that you'd need as a guardian of innocents. It was an attribute that she was painfully aware that she didn't have. That in itself was strange. She was usually proud of her villainous nature, and even in those rare moments where she wasn't, she never wanted to be a naive puppy wolf who "did the right thing even when no one was watching". Not that she could anyway. She was too experienced with cruelty to be naive. Chantico wasn't like that though, at least it didn't seem so. Maybe there were different ways to be a good wolf. Just maybe she could be her cynical self but also try to help those who were so lucky to not know brutality like the ridged pads of their own paws. But then if she wasn't around, they wouldn't know that others may wish them harm and would be taken advantage of and hurt. Seventeen had done a bit of that herself.
Probably intruding on your peace? "Not at all, fire girl," she tried to assure her, ears turning hot as the nickname she called Chantico in her own head came out. She fell silent, not trusting herself to speak again.
The grayscale girl had noticed the signs of insecurity blossom across Chantico's face as she spoke. She felt a bit of relief and even triumph, before chastising herself for being happy that this uncomfortable feeling was affecting both of them. But she couldn't help it. This meant that Seventeen wasn't the only one with these conflicting mixes of feelings when in company of the other. The longing to be close to her, both physically and emotionally, the desperate need not to be seen as odd, or too familiar. These feelings waged war on each other and she was like no man's land. Left feeling stripped of all her determination and power.
She had only heard about these sorts of emotions from Sikois. She had been hunting, eager to show her how much she had learned. It had taken a few tries but finally she had managed to chase down a rather large rabbit, so fat from gorging all summer that it was quite a bit slower than the others. It was still a marvelous catch. When she brought it back for her adoptive mother though, she didn't congratulate her at all, or even thank her for the meat, instead just scarfing it down without a word. She was used to this, and simply waited and bathed in the congratulations of her own given to herself, because no one else would. When Sikois finally spoke, she sat up, stared wistfully at the clouds in the sky and said,
"Someday, you will find someone who excites you in a way I bet you can't even imagine now. You'll want to hold onto them forever, maybe even have pups with them." Young Seventeen had scoffed at this. She never wanted pups. They were just helpless little fuzzballs who whined and fussed and cried. Sikois had told her that, and what Sikois told her, she never doubted. She continued.
"When you find this special male" -Seventeen distinctly remembered she had said
male- "You may feel very differently. He will feel like your destiny, that all you want is to be owned by him and own him in return." "What do I do when I find him?" she had asked, expecting her to sigh something about keeping him close, or fate, or something. Instead she tore her eyes away from the sky, just like that, "
tore" ,like it was a very great pain to do so, and stared her straight in the eyes.
"Run, my child. For he is the only one who can destroy you and still make you crawl back for more." They sat in silence for a bit before Seventeen asked,
"Why did you only say he?" "Because you are a female of course," was her reply, the finality of her tone saying that there would be no more discussion of this. But here was proof that a female could feel this way about another female. Her adoptive mother was wrong. Seventeen was a rebel at heart and the sense that this proved an authority figure of a sort wrong kept her going.
A cry of terror turned her blood cold. She began to race to Chantico, before seeing bees clamped on to her leg in what looked like a second thick coat of yellow and black fur.
"Oh, no, that's not good," she whispered, understating it
just a little bit. She had been stung by a bee when she was young, and the pain had not allowed her to walk for hours. This was so many more bees than that. She didn't know what to do. If she ran to the girl's side and attempted to fight off the bees, she'd surely be attacked as well. Besides, how did you fight such small flying bugs? Turns out she didn't have to decide as when the bees flew off of her leg they had left the stingers in as well, causing them to die very quickly. Seventeen rushed over and offered her shoulder for her to lean on.
"I'll get the stingers out when we're not in danger, I promise," she told her quietly and solemnly.
(This post was last modified: Mar 05, 2019, 09:33 PM by Seventeen.)