Why Lila had thought about asking for company on this trip, she wasn't ready for it. So she'd told the mountain wolves she was headed east to see about a few things, but would be back. Most important yes, she had to go alone. Grief was something she rather do in solitude even if they didn't know that. It wasn't the best, but for now it was better than avoiding the Bend all together. Right now she liked the fact no one on the mountain seemed to know what had happened. Odd, maybe. But, she was never one to let everything good or bad spill from her lips too easily to anyone and everyone. Sometimes it was because she felt no one was worthy of hearing it, but usually she thought no one would care in the first place. She'd gotten blank stares, just for admitting she hadn't had a real father. She didn't imagine saying her childhood home had burned down would be much different. So, yeah she kept things like that to herself. She didn't want anyone looking at her like that again. She didn't want sadness and pity either.
Once more she took her time getting to her new destination. Fresh snow made the mountain more dangerous, and she was still trying to mentally prepare herself. Not that she ever would. Still she made fair progress, getting down the mountain without trouble. By evening the woods were in her reach, and she no longer took an easy pace. The familiar mist rose around her, and she felt some kind of peace being in her own woods again. This time she knew exactly where she was headed, and the best way to get there. It felt good. Maybe, she should have done this sooner.
Maybe she shouldn't have.
Before the sun was quite up she realized she couldn't breath in or out of her nose well and her throat was raw because of it. She attempted to adjust her head a little higher hoping it might help, and she could go back to sleep. When she moved there was pain above her brow. A small grunt, she pushed herself up to a sit, taking a slow breath through her mouth. The effort made her want to gag, but she wasn't about to do that. Ok, she was probably alone, but wasn't about to count on her nose. Might as well get a drink, maybe that would get some of the crud moving.
A CHOO! A CHOO!
Lila couldn't even make it to the creek without sneezing every other stride. Then for the sake of some dignity she'd stop to wipe the snot on her foreleg. Anyone within five miles could probably her parade of achoos because she'd given up suppressing them. That had only made them louder. At this rate the sun was making further progress, and she'd be lucky to get a quarter to the Bend. Returning to the Cove? That seemed even farther at the moment.