Most of her pack mates hadn’t known about her injuries though and it seemed that other hadn’t been too shocked by them either, which, overall, had pleased her. If no one made a big deal out of it, then it would have seemed like it wouldn’t have happened. Kashikoi, Sloane, and Pakuna were the only ones who had seen her so far. None of her leaders, or Volkan, had encountered the hardened image of the soft, kind she-wolf she had been when she had first arrived into the pack. Now she was a hardened shell of her once beauty, but it seemed her mate hadn’t cared about it. . .she was no longer Nina Hervok. . .she had stripped herself of the title, she was disgusted by it. Now. . .now she was Nina Reinier and she was proud of it. But she did worry that if her pack mates found out she would be thrown away like she had seen in packs in other lands.
She was currently looking at her reflection in the water though, it was hard, due to the wind disturbing the surfaces but otherwise, it was perfectly fine. All of her cuts were healed, the only thing that proved she had them were the scars running up and down her pelt. Her back leg was some what healed, but it was still hard to run on it and she couldn’t exert herself for too long, otherwise, her leg would start to throb and she would definitely need her own rest. Her eye seemed to be the worst of it all though. It had been shut and she had thought it might have been permanent but every once and awhile she would have the small twitch of her eye muscle, giving her the impression that it might be possible to open her eye again. . .it would just take time. But for the time being, her eye was shit, and an ugly pinkish scare ran down her eye horizontally.
She had gotten used to her appearance though but it seemed those she was close to were angry. . .not at her, but at who had done this to her. When they had discovered it had been her own blood. . .then well. . .they became enraged. Mainly, young Kashikoi. . .the poor young man had trusted Ash and had given up information about her. . .not that she was going to say anything about that, but the fact that he had trusted the male and then later found out he had been betrayed must have been angering. She knew, eventually, she would get over it. . .it had been old family ties that had caused this, and that was something Nina would get over now. She wasn’t a Hervok anymore. . .they couldn’t do anything to her. She was no longer one of <i>them.</i>
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