(This kinda just came to me, more like no internet on the bus so type type type XD)
Kamota looked at him with fear, he understood that, but more was expected of him he felt. After all he was the one going after the official title as hunter, so he was expected to put more of a priority on hunting. That was unless Ash had decided that Kamota was to be a guardian when he was told that he had to do patrols. He was a wimp; he was too scared to face his own brother. His sister was under his close eye as well. If she fucked up, he had to fix it before they were both kicked out. It made him kind of angry, but ash was still he superior.
”I-I’m sorry Ash, I know everyone can hunt.. it’s just… just that I’m going for the official Hunter title… isn’t more expected of me then the Guardians who guard the borders? Aren’t I expected to bring in more prey? It was a mistake that will never happen again, I swear.” He whimpered his thoughts. Ash could correct him if he was wrong. He was just trying to do something right for once and with winter, prey was scarcer. If he was on the track of prey to fill the caches and the bellies of his packmates; then surely he wasn’t expected to give that up. He knew that the nightshade haunted borders were the gateway to the lands and they deserved enough attention, but prey kept those guardians alive. He gently licked Ash's chin in apology. Ash's would probably murder him anyways. But he did not care. Next he went and laid down, exposing his soft white belly and his neck. Full submission was called for and it was shown. He was shaking in fear.
The mountain wouldn’t wait for Kamota to have time to hunt, neither were the prey. He hadn’t meant to miss his shift and he was ready for punishment. He needed to prove himself, so far, he was screwed. It seemed like Ash, he’d never forgive him for any mistakes he made. Hadn’t Ash ever made any mistakes before? He was still adjusting to this pack and trying to prove. It was all about proving himself. That’s all it was about. Once he was more adjusted, once he was welcomed and he was alright, then he would take more and more responsibilities. He hoped to be as trusted as Tlarx or Ash someday. If he could do that then he was close to doing all he could for the pack. He knew what he needed to do, but he’d failed. What would happen now? He just hoped to stay in Poison Path. He already felt at home, like he was one with the mountain and he wasn’t ready to leave that. Perhaps if he was kicked out, he would search out Ava. She was still in the lore right? He wasn’t sure; maybe he could seek help or guidance from her. If she wasn’t in the Lore, then he would search from her. Maybe if he brought her back, that he would be accepted again. Was Ava even looking for Poison Path? Surely not then. No, she couldn’t be because she left.
(This post was last modified: Feb 01, 2013, 03:35 AM by Kamota.)
-Like a phoenix, I rise from the ashes.-
~Anger is a short madness.