[@Reaper only please!]
Ashanti had wandered a bit, a five or ten minute walk to stretch her legs, her pup safely back in the den. Bane would be fine, and she knew Hollow to be keeping a close watch on him, just over the borders, which her den was near to, was where she was heading. Perhaps she’s meet a new wolf or something, she honestly didn’t care anymore. She’d probably flip out on them; she wasn’t use to any of this, being that she was supposed to be a healer and not a mother. Nina kept worrying about her and it was almost driving her crazy. She was delusional still, with paranoia and saw it all as an act. They were trying to force her to believe something fake to use her. They were playing with her.
Her gentle and messy white coat hadn’t had a proper cleaning since she birthed, she shouldn’t be out in such state and it drove her crazy. Isen would have forced her to clean her fur, even if she was caring for a child. Isen would have helped her. Her so-called packmates hadn’t helped her at all. The only wolves she could trust were Hollow and Nina. Hollow and Nina alone were there to look out for her while she looked out for them. The others all turned her back on the mother who never wanted to be. She caught faint scents of loner, and wasn’t sure what to do. Perhaps they would kill her, put her out of her misery.