Courage and strength brought Sagacity back to Nomad's Pass. Fueled by the love for her son, who could never again be her son once she set foot in Nomad's Pass again, Sagacity left her makeshift den in Dragonfly Fen and began the long trek home. Traveling with a pup was difficult- she could only travel when it was sunny and warm, so that her infant would not suffer the cold chill of morning, evening or night. She herself was tired and felt her energy sag, but with the unexpected help from a stranger Sagacity had kept herself and the pup alive.The pup was almost as black as soot; wiry silver hairs dappled his pelt here and there, though his points were the darkest. He looked nothing like her yet, though at such a young age, the pelt of a pup was hardly a marker for who the parents were. Sagacity took pride in knowing, however, that she had looked the same when she'd been a babe, and expected that he too would grey out as he aged. Perhaps not as much- her parents told her that her sides had been silver, but the rest of her black, so it was an indication to the sterling female that he might look more like his father- something else which was stripped away from the young pup as soon as she breached the borders.
Feet curled to his body he endured the trip with patience, mewling only now and again to remind his mother that he needed to be fed, or that he was growing weary of being carried. She did her best to shelter him during the night and was relieved to find that the warm weather crept in earlier than she'd expected. Nature was kind to her and her son. To her and the boy she had found.
In her mind, as she traveled, she imagined it all so vividly that by the time she began the ascent up the mountain, it felt as though it was true. The scent of the female, her blood on the air. The sight of her- a tiny slip of a wolf, just two years old though hardly more than a maiden. Pale, icy blue eyes glazed in pain, and two other pups by her side along with this one. She'd given birth alone in the wilderness- something which Sagacity had known was very dangerous. It still surprised her to know she'd survived...But she reminded herself, then, that it hadn't happened. She wasn't the mother. The mother was a grey wolf, with no black markings. Tiny. Underfed. Not ill, though- no scent of disease. But the birth had been too hard- she suspected the poor thing had been starving, unable to feed herself while pregnant. Her body had been worn away and the birth had stripped her of her strength. Sagacity hunted for her, but when she returned, the female's body was still. Warm, but still. She made herself feel the guilt; she hadn't been quick enough. Maybe if she'd gone for a partridge rather than a rabbit...But who was to say the female would've survived even after eating.
The best Sage could do was nurse the pups with what little milk she had, having been stimulated to produce milk after being around Naira. It was natural; now nature forced her to nurse the babes, but she didn't have enough for them. She felt guilt easily, imagining herself trying to nurse three pups. Then only two. And then only one. One, the male, the strongest, the little dark crowchild. Nature had been merciful; the longer he thrived, the more milk Sage had for him. And so it was settled. And so she brought him back.
When she reached the pass she sat down and set the dark little boy down onto the ground to nurse. Once he'd had his fill, she would need to speak to Naira. Only then would judgement be passed and he boy's life be taken or spared.
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