Shade had thought a lot about everything that had been happening. The pack hunt had been a good one, and he was thinking about getting to know more of his pack mates soon. He just had been so busy trying to sort out his past from the present that he hadn't payed much mind to it. His nightmares had stopped the past few days and he felt a sigh of relief for it. Since his talk with Spectre, the pack second and a friend of his, he had definitely thought a lot about the future of the pack, rather than his past and tracking down his former mate. If she didn't return, they would remain estranged, if she returned and had a good reason for leaving, they could work things out maybe. If she didn't have a good reason, she would be turned away like a loner he had never met and did not trust.
Shade had to think about Karpos and Adsila too, the two pups that made up his life and everything around it. He walked along side a brook {the Clandestine Brook} thinking about what he could tell them about their mother. They deserved to know what happened, but he just couldn't tell them. He seemed relaxed, the setting sun on the horizon. He gazed at it, serenity and peace were what it represented in his mind. Things would get better than their. Shade found that he was having weird dreams, some about the pack, and some.... some seemed to be about wolves in the pack. Sometimes it was Beelzebub and Anastasia overthrowing him, just off because of what Spectre had told him. Then there was dreams about Spectre, but he didn't see anything, nothing but her face. It all confused him. He wasn't ready to admit anything to himself.