As she stood before her first-born’s body Nina could not help the pain that coursed through her. Dry sobs and hiccups escaped her mouth as she kneeled over him, watching the blood pour out of him. As a Healer, it made it all the worse that she was not able to make it in time to safe the boy before he tipped over and landed on his neck. What made it worse was that Koda had needed to step down and had gone away from a while until he was ready to return. She wanted the comfort of anyone that would help her and she knew what she needed. She needed her family. She needed the two wolves who she had known longer than all of the others combined. Letting a whine escape her mouth, she took a deep breath and called for them all, letting the hurt and pain she was feeling communicate to them…hopefully letting them get the message. She needed them, badly, before things got any worse. She called for her remaining children, who she knew were not far. Even though she did not wish for them to see their brother, she knew that they needed to know what happened.
Brokenly, she bent down and nudged her son one last time, the anguish and sadness she was feeling building back up. Tacoma had been her first pup that she had ever given birth to and had become exceptionally close to him. If anything were to happen to any of her other pups she would definitely feel the same numbing pain. She wanted @Hollow to be there to protect her from the rest and @Ashanti to be the one to understand her motherly pain. She wanted @Azariah there to give her some kind of medical herb to keep her nerves calm because any knowledge leaked out of her head of any medical knowledge. She wanted @Iopah here to comfort her and tell her that everything would be okay, as well as @Mirren , @Bane , @Ashton , @Danica , and @Eva to come to her rescue. Most of all…she wanted her mate who could comfort and mourn the loss of her son, but no such thing would happen and Nina was stuck in an overwhelming pit of grief.