The older male settled as comfortable as he could be next to Minka and sighed. She was worried a bout a number of things it seemed. Or perhaps it was simply the harsh winter taking its toll on their nerves. I think, but I'm not 100% sure, that most of the pack hang around the den nowadays. Spare for the pups. They seem to venture out whenever the weather clears up. He let his muzzle wrinkle a bit thinking of the children out in the snow. True, they were getting larger and a certain amount of trust could be put in them now. However Kino still worried about them as any family member would. Though perhaps because of all the trouble Titan had put them through, Tokino began to like the boys stubbornness to explore. The child reminded him of Raiguk Eui Lagina from his old pack. Raiguk too had been extremely stubborn and adventurous.Tokino let a rare soft smile grace his features at the memory. Then he turned his soft gaze to Minka as she spoke to him. There is no shadow too great that could swallow up the light... A song played itself within his mind. It had been one of a few songs that the Lagina wolves sang to their children or even to themselves.
"She founded this pack and all of the original loyalty belonged to her, her children are here, but I do not wish to return to being led rather than leading." Minka spoke baring all her worries to him. He nodded quietly listening, Kino knew that he would help her carry all her woes. It was only right to do so.
"I wish to found to my own pack come the spring, that way Narimé can once more lead her family, but my own heart will be happy as well, I believe it is what is best for everyone......" Tokino listened to her words his muzzle slipping from the previous smile to a stoic look. I think she would gladly let you leave if you tell her your plans, but Nari might get angry if you leave without telling her. He offered the short comment before quieting himself again and listening.
"I called you here to ask if you will come with me, I know you were planning on leaving Whisper Caverns in the spring but do you have an interest in perhaps leading by my side? Or if not, helping my found this pack?"
That question had him floored.
She barely knows me and yet the woman trusts me enough to lead a pack beside her? Tokino closed his icy eyes deep in thought. It would be an honor to have the chance to continue his family's name, but could he do that to Minka? Would she allow him that honor?
As for leading in itself Tokino did not mind it. He neither looked forward to it nor dreaded that possibility knowing that to lead was a hard job. His father had taught him long ago that some wolves were meant to be leaders while others were not. If a wolf became a leader when they truly shouldn't have been the pressure of responsibility could very well kill them. Yakova..papa...Would I make a good leader like you were? He thought quietly then turned his thoughts to Minka. She was young but not near as naive as his niece Nari. She was truly a wolf made to lead, but what of love? If she were to find real love...I would not mind stepping down for that male to lead beside her. He answered his own question fast enough. However when he opened his gaze Kino spotted Minka looking outside the den while standing.
Her perfect form began padding outside the den obviously after something. Quieting his own serious thoughts Tokino stood up and scented the air. The smell blasted him like an oven roasted turkey. A carcass was nearby. What luck. He went after her rusted form following the smell of the meal. When they came upon the moose carcass Kino wrinkled his muzzle at the scent of coyote. The creatures were desperate this winter if they were taking food from this close to the packs den. The gray male helped Minka move the carcass back into the cavern. Then he joined her in eating what little was left off the moose carcass.
At first he ate quickly filling his empty stomach as best as he could. Then the gray man slowed and savored what was left while he thought on how to answer Minka. I finished teaching Narimé of her family, and I've helped her with the pack for some time. If she can come out of the shock of loosing her mate while holding her head high then my job is fully done here. I could leave... He knew Narimé would let him go. He had been harping about leaving since he'd gotten there, and after viewing how Nari led compared to Minka, Tokino was sure he would rather go with Minka to help her found her own pack. At least then he would have a definite chance at getting into a pack whereas if he simply left for another pack someplace the Lagina male might be refused. At his age Kino knew that it wasn't always good to accept wolves 5+ years old into a pack.
He finished eating then sat back down and watched Minka gnaw on the carcass. Wondering whether the female was listening or not Tokino decided to answer her.
I would be honored to lead beside you, to... trust you with my life, but only if you would allow me that honor. His head leaned to the right while he watched the she wolf for any change in expression. It would also honor my family to continue the Lagina name here in this new land, however... If you do ever find love I would have no problem stepping down for that special male. He continued speaking his honest thoughts instead of holding back the "continuing family line bit" which might make the man sound a bit piggish. It was better to be honest than to lie.
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