The perpetual optimist within the smiling she-wolf kept the shadows at bay. A quiet voice that constantly reminded her that she was at least alive and had a wonderful new home with many new friends to make. No one would know that she'd been damaged. She was damaged. Bright silver eyes held back a dark, dusty, leaking, and bloody soul. But no one would know. Her speech did not betray what her brain held hidden away. Electrical shocks that made her feel, as was the nature of science (though unknown to wolves), would shoot signals to her shoulders, her haunches, causing them to shake in reaction to a single image in her brain, a word spoken from the mouth of a superior, a look given...Even smells. Although the Lore was so far from her home, the climate seemed similar. When spring came about truly, she was certain that the fragrance of a flower might cause some tremor within her belly. But the voice in her mind, her own voice, did not allow her to linger long upon this reality. The woman embraced the moment she lived in, and at times, the future, but only the pleasant bits. Perhaps one day she might find herself in love again, or would find herself in the kind embrace of a best friend. Anything would do. Even caring for the children of her newly beloved leaders would make her heart leap for joy, and add another brick to the insurmountable wall that tried to keep out the darkness. It was never truly gone, but she could smother it longer and longer each day.
Maybe just like the snow smothered the grass and the flora that would bring life to this land. She looked forward to seeing these lands bloom. Certainly the willow trees would be gorgeous. Adelaide moved cautiously along the pack's borders, beginning to paw carefully at the snow hoping to find some new sprouts of life beneath the slowly receding snow. She didn't expect to find anything yet. Though the temperatures had risen slowly over the past few days, she felt that it would not be enough to lure the seeds of fall from their slumbers yet. But she was not a scout or a hunter, so this was how she passed her time. It would be foolish of her to be idle when she could easily be searching for necessary medicines. As the weather fluctuated into true spring, there would be many stuffy noses and things of that nature to assist with. She tried to keep vigilant whilst on duty, not wishing to be caught off-guard by some wandering loner. Adelaide was not small in stature, but she was still no real fighter. Of course she would defend the Ridge, she was a wolf that possessed a certain set of instincts and natural abilities, but doing so was not at the top of her list.