i wanna feel you by my side standing next to me
you gotta come on, come on say that we'll be together
come on, come on little taste of heaven
untouchable burning brighter than the sun
and when you're close I feel like coming undone
Sleep hadn't come to him. He'd spent much of the night watching her as she lay, his body curled around her as the storm carried on in the darkness. As worn out as he was after days of criss-crossing all of the north and especially after their failed attempt to race through the mud, Mirren felt exhausted and he should have been. But where his body felt worn, his mind was not─just the opposite, it had been racing.
So much had changed, not just in his life but within him. Retrospectively, he'd left his blood family in search of Copper Rock Creek, found it, lost Nios, survived a merciless winter, lost his only friend for reasons yet to be seen, and then he'd stumbled upon this girl. At first sight, the honey and sienna hues of her thick coat, the shades of blue and green and brown in her bright, wild eyes, and the way her lissome body had moved through the hills of the blackberry field had tethered him to her. They'd spend days and nights on end experiencing the world together, and for him it had been less like seeing the same world in a different perspective than seeing a brand new world through the same eyes; his eyes, the ones that saw the beauty in all things, the potential of each new sunrise, and the optimism that there was so much more to his life left to be uncovered. It was like, for the first time in what felt like a lifetime he was finally remembering who he was. Not who he should be, not who he could have been, not who he was to Nios, or his family, or anyone. Mirren finally felt like himself again, and at the same time he'd become better. Less cynical. Less critical. Stronger. Smarter. Patient. On the cusp of his second year of life, the tawny wolf felt his boyhood slowly slipping away, and it was good. And it was all because of her.
When the rain had relented and the twilight before the dawn had bathed the forest in the purest glow, glistening off the wet earth like thousands of tiny diamonds, Mirren was met with an anagnorisis that was not so unexpected: she was it. Kite was the one. Looking back at it, he'd known it from the first time she'd spoken, he'd seen it in her eyes even when he didn't know what it was that he was looking at. What was significant wasn't what he'd been looking at, but what he'd been looking for. For change, for hope, for life, for a sign. He'd found it in the most unexpected place, but Kite brought her light and her love and all the hope either of them could ever need with her from the plains of her birth, right to his doorstep. The moments the unsuspecting pair had shared─of laughter, of camaraderie, of affection, of reciprocity─had woven the threads of their fate intricately together. There was no going back now. No more second guessing. No more doubt. No more disappointment. There was only the life that they were making together.
By the time the girl had roused from her dreams, the morning sun was cast down upon their world in soft, warm rays. It danced upon the forest floor between the shadows cast by the canopy's branches and budding leaves, in the background behind her stirring form. Every little move Kite made sent heat pulsing through every inch of his body─like wind stirring up the nation of butterflies that lived permanently in his belly. A low growl rumbled somewhere down there as he reached to nibble on one of her ears, blowing his breath softly into the hollow of her rounded ear. Mirren leaned in closer, as tightly as was possible, and roved the point of Kite's delicate shoulder with a cold nose. He wondered if she knew that this morning was different, too. He wondered if she could feel what was blazing in his heart like wildfire, all because of her. All for only her. He could have murmured something sweet or clever to wake her, but no words could do all that was going on here any justice.
So he laid quietly, his amber eyes cast upon the form of the girl who he was going to spend the rest of his life with. Forever, Kite. We're gonna be together forever.