I don't believe in fairy tales
But I believe in you and me...
Take me to wonderland.
I want the love, the money, and the perfect ending
You want the same as I, I, so stop pretending.
-- Natalia Kills, "Wonderland"
If this had been a fairy tale, Willow Ridge was an estate. A turreted castle with flags of brown and beige. A grand place fit for a Queen, such as Elettra herself. My aunt, a princess by blood and name, wife to my Uncle Angier. But, as much as I have learned, peering through those wrought irons gates every full moon, I have found that this place was a prison. It was a dark and lethal playground for Elettra's children and, definitely, not a place for Lady @Quil Attaya... where my "cousins" are prone to mock and tease and goad her at every hour of each day.
I was... I am also a man of wealth and means. If I had wanted to I could have stolen her away that night when I had met her again by the willows. I could have cared less then, so why is it that I care so much about it now?
All you had to do was pack up your things, leave a note for the Lady Kisla and the Lord Maksim to find, put on your best shirt, coat, and slacks... and leave. They would understand, wouldn't they? The Lady Narime had understood; it made no sense to expect them not to.
I didn't leave a note though. I didn't even wear a coat, I set off in my shoes and not my boots with spare change in my pocket and a handful of aromatic evergreens for a bouquet. Now that I realize it, it was foolish to come here, toeing the invisible line between the now open gate and the world beyond the estate. All I mean to do was to hold an audience with a ward of my aunt's, to test the waters for myself and find out if I still had it in me to take her away. It was as simple as that.
The guard dogs, sleek-coated dobermans with docked tails, bark from their pens in the back and lights start to switch on on the second floor where I know my beloved paces the marble-floored halls or waits alone her room. I am not a prince. I am not here to save her; and, she has never needed anyone in shining armor. She, a noble also by name, would have use for someone with a white horse - and a carriage, perhaps - and this... this is the very reason why I persevere... Once upon a time, our parents, were allies and I have come to reforge that bond in more ways than one once and for all. She will be Snow White, Cinderella, and Belle once more if not a beauty more enchanting and powerful than the three women combined.
Someone shouts for the dogs to 'shut up' and I inhale deep, filling my lungs with the winter chill and clearing my head. This is no beginning for what could be a "Happily Ever After." This is a secret mission, and, I, a Quartermaster by trade, am possibly armed with everything to complete this assignment. If Lyalls have been known for their partiality for risks over the past decade, especially when it comes to being with the ones they loved, then this would be my time to show my true colors. This was it. It was now or never.
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February 7th; Just after sunset; Light snow; -13 ° F, -25 ° C
After the fog had lifted, it seemed it was now the snow's turn to have its way with the world. The further Rook traveled from the Cedarwood and into the east, the more his dark coat began to turn white with the accumulation of snow flurries in his fur. He probably shouldn't have left so late in the day, but with the way he saw it, it had been for the best. The last thing he wanted to do was to immediately draw the attention of other wolves in plain sight when he finally came upon the edges of Willow Ridge.
For a time, he paced along the markers where he knew @Elettra, Angier, and their guards had recently been. In his head, the words that had spent all this time unspoken and unthought of until now had begun to pile upon one another. The confessions, the affirmations, the pleas and the propositions... all of it was just begging to be said. Now that he was here, with a crown of white upon his head and a 'blanket' of frost as a capelet over his back, he had made up his mind that he was going to say everything once and for all. There was no one to stop him now - Borden was miles away, Ryvet was elsewhere, Bishop was out of the picture, and Beren and Titan were now memories of yesterday and promises of what was to come once he got this out of the way.
He walked around in a circle, tracing his footprints three times over until his steps had become an established walkway in the snow. He stopped abruptly and his ears perked up at the sound of something in the distance, making the thumping of his heart in his chest sound and feel as though it was much louder than it actually was. A ragged breath escaped his parted lips, the moisture weaving its way upward in the spaces between the snowflakes. This had to be a sign, a cue. Swallowing hard, he finally lifted his head in a summoning song, the tune announcing that he, a friend by name, had come to see Quil... even if just for the briefest of moments.
Chances are I have a BEN WHISHAW gif for that.