It was so... so green. Not the green he was used to, the yellowish, straw-like green which was often brittle under your toes, but a lush, vibrant green, a green which swallowed the eyes and made death seem forbidden. Ziigwan paced as if dreaming, the long blades and soft seed heads brushing against his legs. If only one could take back the circumstances of their birth, to request a different home and family. Though he was not naive enough to think that all who lived here were without trouble, it was difficult to believe such at this very moment, when the world hung in a state of serenity and beauty. If he had been born here, and Sakima had first drawn breath here, then everything would have been better. It was easy to blame life's hardships on circumstance over one's own choices.
Ziigwan didn't believe any of it for a moment, but it was a pleasant lie to spin.
Pressing on in silence, the wolf came to his goal - the peak of a particularly tall, alluring hill, one of many in this rolling meadow. Last time he had been unfamiliar with his environment, he had not yet seen his first year, and while he was secretly terrified by the prospect of starting again, he could not deny that there was a thrill in this exploration of the unknown. It was like the adventure he had been craving his entire life, all condensed into this moment.
Reaching the top, he paused, and after a moment's consideration lowered his rear to the ground. The wind blew gently through his fur as if he were made of nothing more than the grass on the hill. His silhouette was clear against the blue sky, probably visible from some distance, but it didn't matter - let the world see him, here, now, starting anew!
He would have lifted his head to sing if there had been anybody to listen, but he desired a chorus made of more than two - and the rest of his choir was many, many miles from here, further than his voice would travel.