[this can be as long as short as you want <3 Literally 4-? posts]
She had a lot on her mind and her life was on the verge of collapse, and she hoped that Elettra would understand. She had done everything that her leader ever asked of her, but she needed solitude, and she needed to wrap up family matters before they reached the Ridge and attempted to harm it, with that, she knew she had to talk to Elettra about a break, a long one that would take anywhere from a month to forever. Forever was only if she died, the most it might take was 6 months, that was her limit, and then she would return no matter what, the important part was that she would always return. She wasn’t one to abandon, and she knew how strict Elettra was with this business, and so it was very tricky.
The last thing she wanted was for Elettra to hate her, and turn her away forever, she wanted to take a recess, one where she could rethink everything in solitude, it hurt, so very much, to have to do this. It needed to be done to say the least, it had to be done and she thought about how to say it in her head. Elettra, I have a concerning issue, I-I need to take care of some family matters, and I ask that I be temporarily excused from duties, I’d be gone outside the lore for almost half a year, but if I don’t do this, then I’m afraid my family issues will be brought to the Ridge, and everything I know and care for could be harmed. I don’t want to say I’m leaving though, I want to ask you if it was alright, as you are my alpha, and I will never disobey your orders. She just sounded stupid there, but she had to say it. With that, she let out a small howl near the den, hoping Elettra would come to her.