<blockquote>So she held no true ties to the man in question, and all the same would be a pack wolf, and with all of the luxuries. <i>It sounded like a win-win to him</i>, but hell, what did he know about winning, anyway.
<i>"So I can't help but wonder if you're over here, Guardian of Grizzly Hollow, who's over there... y'know, guarding?"</i>
He would grin at the irony warmly, but it would be short lived. Yes, there were many who patrolled the territory now, some more so than he, and he knew that Cedarwood Forest was well protected. But guilt <i>still</i> poisoned him. What worth did he possess if he was not on the border himself, fulfilling his duties? What if something had happened in his short absense? Did it? <i>Jaysyek...</i>He was nobody, a loner even amongst his family, and knew they all would probably be just fine should he never set foot in Grizzly Hollow ever again.
The inward, endless, irrational blithering was pushed down, back, far away once more. He'd come to <i>hate</i> it - the uncertainty of the future, and the sting of the past, including his more recent past. But it was all now just fuel to the fire he would set upon his life.
<b>"Gosh, I hope someone is!"</b> He gasped sarcastically, eyes opening extra wide as if he'd come to a life changing realization about having left without issuing a temporary replacement or something. A short fit of laughter ensued, but eventually he'd clear his throat and lean in even closer to her. <b>"There are many wolves in the Cedarwood forest, none of whom have any problem seeing to it that their realm is protected."</b>
<i>He was running out of time</i>, even the dark female had spoken the words that had been running through the back of his mind. It was time to go...<i>home.</i> He may have joked around, but the reality was that he was far from where he needed to be, and the people who needed him to be there. Knowing he was about to have to say a first goodbye, the man's pale silver eyes would sweep over the shewolf's face - from ears, to nose, to lips, and <i>to her eyes</i>, where they would stay with reverent intensity. <i>Beautiful Ava.</i>
He was glad it had been her to stumble upon him.</blockquote>