<b style="font-family:georgia; font-size:12px; color:#5A2850;"> I really hope this isn't terrible. I was really tired when I wrote it D: It was still a mystery to her how this stranger had come into her life so suddenly. All at once everything she ever knew had been turned upside down. His warm presence told her that she didn't have to live with a fuzzy head all of the time. It was possible to clear her mind, forget all of her troubles and just feel free again. When her mind buzzed with worry, or despair, she could look at him and know that not everything was a mess. There would always be some good in the world, whether anyone chose to acknowledge it or not. In this life she had to look at the little things; notice each and every last detail. In the grand scheme of things, Capella seemed to be just a blip on the radar, as did Lachesis, but to her he was more than that. He was the only flame lit in a dark room. A guiding force, driving her to be better for herself and for him. She couldn't let her mind weigh her down while he was near. It wouldn't be good for either of them. He might think it his fault, and she would be too upset to really understand what was happening around her. When she would go into one of those states it was as if the rest of the world turned off, and she just had to go. Move, run, walk, whatever you wanted to call it. She just had to, but with him next to her, maybe she was different. The sunny eyed girl wasn't defined by her problems, but rather be the one defining them. She hoped that one day she could conquer them. The nightmares would have to stop then, wouldn't they? With Lachesis though, she let herself believe. It could have been foolish to think, like the tales told by mothers to their cubs. The ones that would pass down from generation to generation, allowing little ones to trust in stories that held no real meaning, warping their ideas of the real world. Fortunately though, she was still young, and she had a right to think whatever she wanted. Especially when it came to herself. Their time together was drawing to a close, and she could tell it in the way the scent of the forest hit her nose. The air held an openness to it, signaling the end of the treeline ahead. Her heart dropped with the realization that they really weren't going to have days on end together. There would be no endless nights spent under the moonlight, romping about carelessly. No awakening to begin another day together. Unfortunately, everything in life had to finish. Whether it was friendship, happiness, or life; Finality clawed mercilessly at all of it with no regards to anything but it's own selfish reasoning. Nothing was allowed to continue on forever, and at some point things had to change. If not now, then some day. Her life had changed so much in the blink of an eye, and it was about to do it again. It wouldn't be long before her companion would part from her, off on an adventure with Anastasia. She would return home to Shade, and his mate, perhaps on an adventure of her own. When she tried to compare her current path to his she found that there were many differences, but the similarities seemed to outweigh them. They both wanted happiness, and stability. Each wolf craved the love of a family, but she felt he might also want a home to call his own. He felt as though he was holding Ana back because he couldn't integrate into a pack just yet, but she knew this wasn't the case. Anastasia had a home with Lachesis. Den's could be made anywhere, at any time, but it was the ones you shared it with that really made it home. At least that was what she felt a home would be. The dandelion eyed girl knew her home was back in the foggy woods with Shade, but it was also here. With Lachesis she had found understanding, stability, and happiness. With him, she was home. His light response brought a smile back onto her lips. He was trying to change the subject, or keep the conversation upbeat. Allowing the heavier subject to drop from her mind, she made peace in knowing there would be time later. Any other day they could talk about their fears, for surely there would be another day. If he didn't find her, she would seek him out and vice versa. Their paths had already intertwined, and she could only trust they would pass one another again. Hopefully sooner than later, but she would take later if she had to. If only it meant she could see the bright male again, she could wait years. Finally speaking, she chose to keep her tone lively, vacant of the mood that had been set before. <b style="font-family:georgia; font-size:12px; color:#5A2850;">"I'm saying it because you are wonderful, even if you are a puppy eating monster!" A playful gleam returned to her eyes as she looked upon him, and she let her shoulder smack into him. He was a part of her mishpocha now. A piece of the puzzle that made up her new family, and she couldn't be happier. |
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