Hush Meadow Once Upon a Time You Loved Me

Slight pp love <3

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The attack had come from out of nowhere. She had been so sure. She had been so sure that she would find him, and if she had to, dig out the secret that she knew by now he was hiding. The petite woman was nothing short of insistent, and she had been determined to get her answer. She didn't care how long it took. Tonight, answers would be given. But, she had underestimated him. He had always been a clever boy, and tonight would be no exception. A heavy weight bore down on her back. Immediately, the woman crumpled. The impact had jarred her, but more out of shock than pain. Was this really her Yuka that was doing this? Had she actually lost the sweet boy she nurtured and loved since day one? Her doubting thoughts made her freeze, at first not resisting at all. Not even when he pressed a large paw onto her neck, keeping her from moving any which way.

But then the small red hued woman finally regained her senses. What in the hell was she thinking? This might not be the actions of her old Yuka, but her old Yuka had been a child when she had left. He had finally matured, not into a full grown man, but a man in his own right. Still, she knew her Yuka was in there somewhere. He couldn't be this angry and bitter only because of her. There had to be another reason. Inali began to struggle, though careful to not injure herself in her own fight for escape. When had he gotten so strong? "Let me go Yuka," controlling her voice to come out steady. Deep inside, Inali abhorred the feeling of weakness. It made all her brothers lies seem true. That she was worthless and didn't deserve to live. Not even @Minka, her most closest confident, didn't know the depths of Inali's inner demons. So, she kept on struggling. But she was growing tired. Tired not only physically, for she had already been drained since this..'meeting' had begun, but also tired emotionally. She was tired of hearing Yuka's constant attacks, tired of hearing the anger and bitterness that she herself had placed in his once happy being. Not to mention it was getting hard to breathe. Yuka was stronger than he thought, and his paw was uncomfortably placed where her windpipe was pressed harshly against the ground. Slowly, her struggling ceased. Black dots began to steadily cloud her vision. Inali could neither see or breathe, and since the first time since this whole ordeal began, she felt truly afraid. He had to let go of her, but she no longer held the strength to fight. "Yuka!," she managed to strangle out in a desperate wheez. Fear laced her heart and her tone. If he didn't let go of his hold on her, she would fall into unconciousness, or worse, death.

Slight Pp here as well! <3

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At first, she wasn't even resisting him, and it surprised him to know that the woman that had always seemed so strong to him had been nothing but skin and bones. The Guardian in training had to remind himself that she was not built like him, she was, after all, built for agility, but her chances of her escaping him had been thrown down to zero percent. There was no way for her to get out of her current predicament without him moving from his position. When she began to struggle he shook his head and snorted. Ignorant girl. He had always thought that his former angel had been intelligent too...she certainly had much to say, but he had thought that she had been smart. Her thrashing would close off her airways faster, and therefore, she would end up choking herself. Which would then make you a killer, a voice whispered threateningly in his head. When she spoke again, Yuka increased the pressure on her throat for a moment, not wanting to hear her voice call out to him in such a way. He knew that he wouldn't be able to deny her if she spoke in such tones. She had begun wheezing and he knew that if he didn't move soon, he would end up killing her, a woman he had come to adore and cherish to no ends and had once claimed to die for her. Should she have stayed with him, then it probably would have happened someday because Yuka had once been an honorable man...at least, until his accident. His train of thought was broken when another wheezed breath from his former angel called out to him before her thrashing stopped completely. Panic seized his heart and he immediately pulled away from her, allowing his back to face her, so if she got up, she wouldn't be able to see his face. Ash would not have wanted him to kill anyone. From what he knew of the man, it was not his way of doing things and he didn't want to be known as a disgrace...at least not more than he had before. Taking a soft, shaky breath, he spoke in an even tone, "You should go back to your family, Miss Wayha....Mister Hervok and Lady Thorben would not be pleased that you are so near my family's borders." He repeated the same mantra from when he first spotted her, hoping it would motivate the creamy lady to leave, but he knew her and Yuka knew how persistent she could be when she didn't get what she wanted.

Speech.

Yuka's heavy weight finally left her body and immediately the woman took in a large intake of oxygen...which led to a horrid pathetic coughing fit. Once she had regained a semblance of composure, Yuka's words rang in her head. Through the midst of her coughs, she had heard his words. Heard his shaky breathing. He was cracking. Finally. He would finally tell her what haunted him, what made him so afraid to let her see him. Inali stood on tired, but steady legs. She knew she had a bit more to chip so he could just tell her the whole truth, but she was up for it. Her blue orbs traced his body and stance worriedly as she opened her maw. "Your hiding sonething," she began, stating the obvious. When I arrived, you kept to the shadows. I thought nothing of it at first, since you never liked to be the center of attention. But, just now..you made sure to keep my face away so my eyes wouldn't be able to see your face. Even now, you turn away from me." Inali tried to capture his gaze. She didnt want to pull the information out of him. She wanted him to tell her himself. Wilingly. She tentavely took a step towads Yuka and after a brief moment of hesitation, gently brushed her muzzle against his fur. His unique teal-silver eyes always seemed to calm her down. Her touch, like his eyes, they came hand in hand, each soothing in their own right.

It took her longer than Yuka had been expecting, but she did end up regaining her footing, which was good, considering how much pressure the Thorben had put on the woman's throat. He didn't move, except for the occasional adjustment of his face to keep it away from her. It didn't take a genius to notice that he was purposefully not looking at her. It did not take Inali long to point out such a thing to him, and he immediately felt his skin begin to prickle and the fur on his spine bristle. He did not want her to see his face and look away in disgust of what it had become. He had, unfortunately, become an extremely unlucky man and knew he would have to life and learn to adjust to his deformity, even if it meant getting laughed at or picked on. He words did nothing for him, but when she touched him, he felt a raging fire burst forth from within him. A fire of fury. The russet faced man quickly whirled on his former angel, his teeth bared and face in plain view of her eyes. He didn't hide the snarl on his face and growled deeply at her, taking a menacing step towards her. His voice was raised as he spoke, "Is this what you wanted to see, Inali? My wretched face? Well, here it is, take a good look, because you probably won't be seeing it again." He glared at the creamy woman as he spoke, his amber teal flecked eyes filled with hatred. It was all her fault that this had happened to him...if his mind had not been distracted by her then the wolverine would have never done this to her and she would have been much healthier. He snorted softly, his eyes averting from his former angel as he once again began to turn away from her.

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Speech.

Her touch did nothing too soothe him. Instead, it gave him the opposite. Infuriated, Yuka turned to her, once again spitting out harsh words. But this time, she didn't even hear them. She couldn't stop staring at his face. Her blue orbs were wide as she took in the irreversable damage. The right side of his face was completely scarred, part of one ear was torn off (how had she not noticed that?), and the right side of his lip was completely distorted, making his face seem set into a permanenet grimace or scowl. Her focus diverted from his face as he turned around, getting ready to leave her. She couldn't let him, not like this. Swiftly, she moved. Intercepting him. Not that she could do much, but she knew he would understand her intentions. Unflinchingly, she looked up into his teal orbs. Disbelief clouded her tone as she spoke. "All this time you were hiding your scars from me?"

"I don't know the circumstance of what happened, but by the scars, I'm judging it was an animal. Im thinking you won the fight, and if that was the outcome, you should see your deformity as battle wounds. They are nothing you should be afraid. Though, you are a child still, you will soon be a man. And the cold hard truth is, expect people to be mean. Some wolves will mock you, others will try to hurt you because of it. In time, you will learn to live with them and this will make you a stronger man in the future." Taking a breather, the woman let her words soak in before continuing. "If you thought your looks would somehow push me away, you were wrong. Sure, I was shocked. But not repulsed. I lament that the Fates decided to give this you, but see it as a test. You will be a stronger man. Nonetheless, I will always love you. You are still my Yuka." Her gaze never left his face, begging him to believe her words that she herself believed so strongly.

He was incredibly screwed. He knew that once he lost his temper all chances of reuniting with his angel was gone. She tried to intercept him and immediately he ducked the scarred part of his face into the shadows. He knew how she was going to react and had been correct with how she had acted. The Thorben had not wanted to be right, but unfortunately he was, and now Inali would pay for her digression. Their friendship...or whatever they had would continue no longer and he would make sure that by the end of this meeting that he was entirely unrecognizable to her. He knew how to use this new-found temper to his advantage, and if that meant scaring her off, then so be it. He just knew he couldn't take seeing her anymore. Not in the flesh, at least, but in his mind, he knew he could at least tolerate a mental image of his fallen idol. He heard her words and processed them the best that he could, shaking his head every once and awhile. he kept his gaze on hers, making sure that if she would move, he would once again conceal himself into the shadows, his new home. A growl erupted from his mouth, and allowed his full face to be in her view. With his teeth bared, he truly looked like a complete monster. He snapped at her, quite unkindly and spoke, spiting his words out in a much hateful manner, "I was never yours. Hmph. You really are crazy if you think that, and I certainly am not afraid of my face... There is a difference between disgust and fear. Now...if you don't mind, I should be going. You made your choice and now I am respecting your decision, along with the decisions of my alphas. They would not be pleased that I even showed myself." He didn't know why his heart was beating so heavily in his chest as he once again turned from her, getting ready to leave her for the last time.

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Warning: Slight language, but you already knew xD

Speech.

He turned his face to her, full force. He bared his teeth, and she was sure it was an action to intimidate her, but it did nothing to her. She said nothing, she didn't even flinch. Her gaze watched as he began to turn away from her again, but she did nothing to stop it. Her warm, icy gaze cooled. Her orbs sharpened until her gaze was cold, unfeeling. For that was exactly how she felt. She opened her maw, and a dark edge coated her words. "You're actions can no longer scare me. You wont scare me off. I know evil, I've known fear. They've gone paw in paw since I was a little girl. Trust me, you're nothing, nothing compared to the stars of my worst nightmares." She continued to gaze at Yuka, wondering if she should continue. But she was determined, not to mention pissed as hell.

"Monsters were supposed to be of scary bedtime stories. Too bad I lived with them. Do you want to know what my brothers dubbed 'terms of affection?' A bitter laugh escaped her maw, and her eyes seemed to grow even colder. It had been a long time since she had let herself be this unfeeling. At first when she had left home, this was her only surviving mechanism. If people thought you were a cold, unfeeling bitch, they tended to stay away from you. For sure, she had come a long way from the colf wolf she had been before. It almost seemed like a past life. "Bitch, scum of the earth, bastard, thing, it that didn't deserve to live. Do you wish for me to go on? As we grew older, my brothers seemed to grow more creative. Admirable, really. I never knew someone could be called so many names." A bitter smile appeared on her muzzle as she headed slowly in his direction once again. "Of course, they never did stop at verbal abuse when they were really on a roll. But thats a story for another day. Or better yet, never." She stopped at his flank and sighed, finally feeling the ice break. Her voice was back to its usual gentle tones. "In reality, you are not a monster nor will you ever be. And with everything I have, I will fight that darkness in you that makes you believe you are. I don't care how rude you are. Im a big girl, I can take it." Her eyes shut, suddenly feeling exhausted. Both physically and emotionally. But she wouldn't leave until he believed her or she was forgiven. So with a heavy heart she opened her eyes, awaiting Yuka's response.

So slight PP. Was given permission.

He had almost gotten away from her, almost, but indeed the crazy woman decided to once again come after him. The Thorben then chose to do what he never thought he would end up doing, he turned his heart to stone in the face of his former angel. He remained silent as she spoke, her words processing in his brain and meaning nothing to him. The Guardian in training gave no indication as to what the words meant to him, that they meant practically nothing to him. He had not come here to her, she had come to him and oh, how he wished she hadn't. He did not need her in his life any longer. He was a young boy that was growing into a man and the first thing on his priorities was to get rid of those who opposed his family. Not to say he would not just kill for the hell of it, but he certainly would not hesitate if provoked enough...and Inali was certainly trying to provoke him. When she came close to him, he shoved her away with his shoulder nonchalantly. He didn't care what she thought anymore, she meant nothing to him and she would never mean anything to him again. When she once again began to speak of monster, a cold, harsh laugh left his lips, something even he was not expecting. And he surprised himself again when he spoke words cold and harshly, words he never thought would leave his gentlemanly mouth. "I don't give a fuck what you've gone through. You're a crazy bitch and you don't deserve my compassion." He spat the last word out with fiery venom. He then turned to her an advanced flipping her over on his back and once again pinning her down, only this time, he allowed her face to look straight into his neutral one. She needed to understand that he did not care about her anymore, that she could not come back here, and possibly be killed by him. After all, it was his duty and he was solely loyal to the pack that he had sworn himself to, because of him. "You made your choice...and now I've made mine." He chuckled darkly as he looked down at her, his lips twitching into what could have almost been a cruel smile. Leaning down next to her ear, he snapped his jaws to get her full attention before growling softly at her, "Keep in mind...that next time you come here...I won't be so forgiving. I have orders to attack anyone from your fucked up organization on sight, and next time, I might remove my paw a little too late before you stop breathing." He then ran his muzzle gently against the top of her head before snorting and raising himself above her once again. "Is that understood? Or is your idiotic brain too messed up to comprehend what I am saying?" He glared down at her, not removing himself from their position and awaiting her answer.

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(This post was last modified: Jun 28, 2014, 01:10 AM by Yuka.)

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Inali could've sighed. Like literally sighed. Had the boy heard nothing? She would admit that when he had jumped on her again she had been surprised. Like, seriously? Was it really necessary? Obviously he had deemed it so. She half listened to his words, not scared at all. Did he think she was lying? Her brothers had uttered worse foul words and scarier threats, so if she mentally moved herself from the situation, it would be just the same as before. She was immune. Immune to all of it. At least in Yuka's case. Nothing he could do would scare her. All she had to think of were flashbacks of her brothers and his actions didn't even phase her. She blinked and tuned back in as she felt a gentle touch on the crown of her head and heard his final words. When she was sure he was done, she looked into his eyes. And did the thing she had been dying to do since he had pinned her down. Again.. She let out a heavy sigh, as if bored.

His threats were probably very hearfelt and she had no doubt he would carry through, but panic still didn't phase her. "You don't listen very well, do you?" she questioned rhetorically. "Shame, really. You were always such a good listener." Her blue gaze connected strongly with his, daring him to look away as she spoke her next challenge. "Kill me," she ordered defiantly. Was she out of her ever-loving mind? Probably. But she had faith. This angry, bitter Yuka would've never touched her with such care. Even if he didn't want to admit to himself, he still cared for her. "If you're so bent on following orders, why don't you just kill me? No one's here. Im a traitor, you have every right. So why don't you be a big boy, a man and just kill me." She let out a huff, and then closed her eyes. If she was wrong, she would be screwed. There was no going back from this. Literally. Still, she waited.

This was planned.

He continued to stare down mercilessly at his fallen idol, his intact eyebrow raising a fraction as he looked down on her. He was a good listener, indeed, and even if he did believe her...he didn't care anymore. Any place she may have had in his heart was gone, she would no longer be able to be here. Her next words, however, did shock him, down to his core. Kill me. He considered his opinions, his head tilting to the side curiously as the thoughts ran through his head. As she spoke...he did have to agree with her. She had an extremely good point. He had already defied orders in not attacking her when he had first laid is teal flecked eyes on her. She, truthfully, shouldn't have been there just now, because if he had done what he had been ordered to do, she would either already be dead or she would be heavily injured and away from this territory. He nodded at her, a dark chuckle escaping his black lips as they parted for him to speak, "Hmm..you're right. I'll just have to right my wrong then." The boy was quick to press his large paw against the woman's fragile small neck. Applying as much pressure that he could without snapping her neck. She would die...he would make sure of it. She had, after all, asked for him to kill her, and he was willing to readily agree. He watched in amusement as she squirmed beneath his large wait, a small smile on his lips as he took in what he was doing. He felt like he had power and that he was finally in control. He truly was becoming the monster that he had envisioned himself to being. Just before it looked like she was about to lose everything, Yuka dipped down close to her ear, his lips skimming over her skin as he spoke his final words to her, "Goodbye, mon ange." Her lids closed and her struggling had stopped. The deed was done, and Yuka looked down at his first real kill. Stepping away from the lifeless body, he walked away, back towards his pack and family, not knowing that he should have checked the pulse to Inali's body...which very much still had a pulse.

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