While the River wolves had been in Kingsfall for weeks now, XIX still had an unsettling feeling in his stomach. Until Lachesis no longer felt he was needed at Maksim’s side, or he was to step up once more as a replacement, he would remain loyal to the emerald-eyed leader. The ghost trusted the leader’s judgement and respected the decisions he made; Lachesis would also do whatever was necessary to ensure Maksim’s orders were followed. Although he had been a member of the Rapids briefly, the healer had been with the pack during its move to Cedarwood as well as the recent move. He had history with these wolves; shared memories with them. The thought of leaving them behind… it did not sit well with the pear-eyed male.
However, Lachesis was getting disgruntled with the disappearance of members. It seemed that finding loyal wolves was a lot more difficult than he had anticipated. There were three disappearances that really stuck with the lanky healer. First was one of his closest friends – Capella – who had vanished without a word after they had confessed their feelings toward each other. Then Bastet… they were supposed to have a future together; it had been remarkable how well the two had gotten along and how close they had become. And then nothing – like Capella, she had left without a word. He had attempted to follow her scent trail, but it was long gone… XIX was not sure if she would ever return. Finally, although the female was relatively new to the River pack, the second healer Amisun had disappeared during their travels north. Perhaps something had caught her attention and she had temporarily lost her way… either way, she was no longer a member of the pack.
Now that he had his blue-eyed dove back in close proximity, Lachesis worried that she too would disappear once more. He had already lost her once before, he did not know if he was capable of going through that pain again. Anastasia seemed thrown off by her return – things had changed during her absence (even he had) – and it worried him. XIX worried that she would not be able to adjust to her -- their -- new life and leave their home in Kingsfall.
Heartwood, although similar to Cut Rock River, was still not the same. As much as he felt at home, there was something off; something was not right and it worried him. He could not figure out what it was, and he was not sure if he wanted to.
As these thoughts tormented him, the slender healer made his way through the trees toward the sandy beaches of the lake to the south. He remembered passing it on their way to Hearthwood and had not gotten a chance to return. The sun was hot on his back as the cover of trees abandoned him, exposing him to the clear, blue sky above. Perhaps there was something the lake could offer that would distract him – a swim, fishing, searching for water-based herbs… anything. Anything to soothe his troubled mind.
stick with those who stick with you