Gross, look what he had done. He had taken this blissful encounter in this blissful cave with this blissful wolf and set it for the drain; and, what had been his reasoning? Simply because he just never had been in this situation before? Was he too far gone? He began to worry as he felt the fun being sucked out of their bubble. Nope. He wasn't ready for this to be over. He started letting his thoughts run the hamster wheel, thinking of how he could return to the feelings he had just been feeling. You know, like joy. Do something! Quick! It's only so long before you have to go back to the mundane life you've selected back in the Notch.
Her expression softened, and he felt like he was being mothered for a moment. Was she a mother? That's how much he knew about her. I mean, he didn't even know her name, either. His senses turned on again when she approached him for the second time. Uh oh, he was running out of time. Think of SOMETHING! Oh god, there she was. What the fuck is wrong with you!? Have you forgotten how to adult? He inhaled slowly and deeply. Her nose came close to his again, and he looked down to meet her golden eyes. He refused to move. Time was up. "It's just that.. you're so disproportionate and just generally..awry," he started, grateful that the tone of his voice was returning back to a playful one. That's it. Insult her. That's how we got here the first time. He sighed regrettably, "I'm just not sure it would be fair for me to rub your snoot into the dirt with such an advantage." He trailed off. That wasn't going to be enough. He wanted her to laugh and smile again. "You just don't know what you're getting yourself into." He shrugged, shaking his head as though he was sorry for her, making sure to keep the distance between them as close as she had been. With that, he moved quickly, throwing his body weight forward in an attempt to push her back, nipping for her cheek. He didn't intend on grappling with her, and if successful it would be just setting her back enough so that he could dart away. Away being closer to the water, and to the cave. There, that felt better.
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