It had been going so well this meeting, she hadn't had to actually say that her mother was dead. It was something she would have done as hard as it might have been to say it outloud to a stranger. It was a relief that all she had to do was accept the woman's condolences which she Raven greatly appreciated. Finding out Jessie's last name was almost a blessing dropped from the sky, she'd wanted to know more about her family and thought maybe when she was in a better place she could visit the woman again and see if she'd be willing to share some stories or information that might help. Inna had wanted this all to go well, they could have taken Ris home and helped her through this.
Inna cared for her little sister and in a way it bothered her that the child hadn't felt she could come to her. They were family, they needed to stick together. Inna knew Risa was prone to wandering and it had worried her from the start.
Then the two brutes had spoken where they had no business speaking, questioning and accusing. Whispers of what? What was so important it couldn't wait until the meeting was finished. It was clear however that these three wolves in front of her did not recognize she too had lost a mother, seen her struck down by the cougar and that everyday it made her want to scream for her mother to come back to her. She was doing her best holding it together for her pack, for her daughter and for Risa but none of that mattered it seemed as she stood there getting a tongue lashing from a woman who had no control of her subordinates.
If Kisla had been the one she wouldn't have to give punishments later or whisper about them in front of guests. They would have already known to keep their mouth shut.
The mention of her brother had confirmed where he'd gone when he left Hearthwood, good luck keeping him around. Inna knew, the first moment it got tough Alek would abandon them too just as he had his own mother. A small smile did cross Inna's dark features as Jessie congratulated her on her litter, so Alek had been running his mouth. She had to wonder if the sentiment was real as it had come during Jessie putting her in her place, “Thank you,” she said quietly. Inna wasn't stupid she knew what he had told them, a glance wasn't even given to Lorcan. It would only confirm what they thought they knew. These wolves understood nothing about her family or the situation they were all now in. Suddenly the raven was tired, of staying strong, of being the only one to care that Risa had come all this way by herself, of holding a pack together that she was starting to wonder if they should stay together at all.
Perhaps she had been out of line but she felt that if things were different and the rye wolves we're at the borders of Hearthwood they would be just as angry. It didn't matter, Inna wanted to go home and curl up with her daughter. Risa wanted to stay in Wild Rye Fields let her, it was clear her family meant nothing to her. If it did she would have been there for her brother and Oksana. She would have been there for her pack like Kisla would have wanted. It saddened her that once again Kisla had lost one of her children, Inna could only be glad that her mother wasn't alive to see it.
It bothered her that Jessie felt coming home with them would cause her more trauma, as if this meeting hadn't affected her too. That Risa wasn't better off with those who loved her, had loved Kisla.
As Askan spoke Inna ignored him, a man she had once thought could be a friend could fall off a cliff for all she cared. She looked to Jessie because this had to be fixed even if she was still irritated that the subordinates had behaved poorly and she felt that they have been reprimanded poorly.
“I didn't come here to argue. I came because I felt you would like to know about my mother because I learned you knew her from Oak Tree Bend. I didn’t know that you were actually her family. I came for Risa because I am worried for her and feel that she should be home with her family her brother, he needs her and my daughter needs her friend, her aunt. From one mother to another would you want your grieving daughter in a pack away from you? When my mother died Risa’s care falls to me her big sister. I may not share the Tainn name as you do but that doesn't mean I love her any less.” Inna did look to Lorcan then before taking a deep breath and returning her gaze to Jessie.
“I deserved what you said, I was out of line. I haven't been myself recently I hope you can understand. It's just we came here on good terms and your subordinates without knowing what is happening within our pack made an assumption about us. I implore you to try and understand the offense that we took to that and despite that it does not excuse our behavior, I do apologise for that. As for Risa I will have to inform Lachesis that you are keeping her here, I can not lie to him and I do not know how he will react.” When she finished speaking she dipped her head to Jessie to show respect for the woman's position. She'd spoken with a tiredness in her tone but as genuinely as she could in hopes to repair whatever damage she'd done with her rash behavior.